All the words I want to say but I just can seem to spit out.
They boggle in my brain and i just want to scream and shout.
I fell in love with this guy and I don't have him anymore.
So after that I isolated myself and never opened any doors.
Then my best friend confessed I love for me that was os so deep.
He promised he would love me and my secrets he would keep.
As time went by he made mistakes that really hurt me so.
But once again, i hold it in until the damage begins to show.
Everything I seem to love, gets pulled away from me.
The only thing I ever wanted, was to be loved and surrounded by family.
Family meaning the ones who care not necessarily blood.
But all hopes and dreams of that have been buried deep in mud.
I find excuse on why I can't but I'm actually just scared.
But as time goes on my heart falls in dispair.
I let people walk all over me and complain as they do.
I don't have the heart to stand up and tell you not to.
So I'll lose myself and sacrifice me just for you.
Like i said before, My heart is just to pure and true....
