"FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE.... I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....................FUCK MAN!" Vivian screamed putting the gun in her mouth but taking it back out dropping it.
I just couldn't do it! Seeing the gun drop in my lap I just couldn't do it. All I could think about was my boys and them being left alone, eventually wondering why their momma killed herself. It wasn't about me at that point, It was more of who needed me is what mattered. This man than truly took my pride and tortured my emotions. From coming home smelling like other women, to having hickies on his neck and balls always tight. I was weak and he took advantage of that. ALL what family I had left was my brother Daniel. I wonder if I would of never went to college up here, would I be in this predicament. I mean I know a man is not worth stressing and sho nuff worth killing yaself over ...but what are you suppose to do when the only man you love and trust, tears you down even further down when he you got first stage cancer? Somebody please tell me......TELL ME!!
**Saturday Morning.....***
"Girl whats wrong?" Renay coworker Susan at the hospital asked seeing her dread into her station.
Taking a deep breath...
"Ol girl nothing just dealing with life you know?" Renay responded.
"Renay Parker?" Renay shift manager at the hospital suddemly called her name from a distance right after clocking in.
"Sir?" Walking up towards him....
"We got randoms this month and your name came up. Go down to the lab and take a quick drug screen for me!"
The whole time Nene laid in bed with Jamie smiling. Calling the hospital telling them that her sister smoke marijuana.
"Baby fuck her get this pussy!"
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Big Girl Panties
Cerita PendekMy whole life I don watched my two sister's and momma let a man take them down through there. And when I say my momma im sho talking about my no good ass step daddy, who EVERYBODY know is mr. sugar daddy to these youngsters round here. I could kill...
