There were words in my head, in my head
Of all my deaf monsters I hadn't fed yet
I don't feel home in this place,
you said and turned away your face.
And words passing, by passing by, they are stopping
And all my hope, all my hope, my hope is dropping
dead
Although I know, but it's never been
Clinging to a certain thought, just a thought
I went too overboard, abort
Turned on your heels so I followed through
Should I be attached to you?
Is this the right planet?
Oh, how did you plan it?
Maybe I damned it
unearthly habit
My head, in my head, there were words in my head
Made of all the self-hatred I bled
I spit them all out and joked about
it silently, but my monsters shout
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, for going too far
hit my head on how high I set the bar
I never knew it would be that hard
to turn back, do I want to?
Do I know what I want?
Do I know who you are?
How do I confront?
It's my favourite scar.
