Albeit Insane ~TordEdd~

🥀 think of these thoughts 🥀

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tord's eyes flickered open, instantly being blinded by the bright white light that shone onto his face. a soft groan escaped dry, chapped lips. once his eyes adjusted to the bright light he glanced about, he seemed to be in an infirmary, for there was many hospital beds around him. he was laying on one himself.

his head was pounding with a headache as if someone was drilling inside his head. his fingers twitched as boredom overtoke him, minutes feeling like hours.

wait

tord's eyes fell over his left arm, which was gone, only a stub indicated that there had once been an arm there. tord gave no reaction to the missing arm and instead let his eyes trail to the ceiling, beginning to count every bumb or crack.

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paul and patryk entered the infirmary, expecting tord to still be asleep, but they were met with the sight of they're leader sitting on the bed, his back pressed against the wall with his knees held against his chest, rocking himself back and forth, he looked like he was whispering to himself.

"boss..?" pat asked softly, making his way towards his leader, paul trailing behind. tord's uncovered eye was wide as he stared of at nothing, whispering incoherently. pat shared a concerned glance with paul as the two wondered what had gotten they're leader into this state.

paul reached out towards his leader, placing his hand on the others shoulder. tord's foggy eye shot towards paul, not saying a word.

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"he's not himself"

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"he's insane"

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"he says he hears voices"

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"boss? are you alright?" tord's cloudy gaze fell on pat as he entered the room, holding a tray of food. "i brought food.." tord pushed himself off the bed, making his way towards the pilot. pat placed his hand on tord's shoulder, balancing the tray in one hand and leading the horn headed male out of the room with the other.

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tord hummed softly to himself as he drew on the piece of paper in front of him as paul had instructed him to do. he was drawing what was in his head, as paul had instructed. soon enough, tord handed the paper to his pilot, who looked it over.

it was many shadowy figures standing over a crying tord.

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tord had to take medication. they said it would make him feel better. that it would make the voices go away. but they lied to him. the voices stayed.

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tord stared silently at the dead body in front of him, his fingers twitching with the itch to do it again.

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blood dripped down tord's arm from the many small cuts there.

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tord was no longer allowed around weapons

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"MAKE THEM STOP! MAKE THEM GO AWAY! STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT-"

the doctors rushed in, tord was screaming, and pulling on his hair, feet scuffing on the floor as he tried to back himself into the corner more.

the doctors rushed to him, struggling to keep him still as one doctor attempted to inject him with sleeping medicine. "THEY WONT STOP!"

pat and paul watched horrified, like parents watching they're son.

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tord was tied to the bed after he had an outburst and almost strangled one of the doctors. his eyes flickered about as the voices invaded his mind, letting him know that he should kill everyone in the base.

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tord was no longer allowed out of the infirmary. apparently he had many hidden weapons in his room, and he seemed to always be able to find them elsewhere.

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weapons didnt matter. he'd kill them anyways.

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.......

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that person wasnt breathing

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: )

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they had lost multiple soldiers in such a short time

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tears streamed down tord's pale cheeks as he stared at the wall, guilt engulfing him.

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the voices wouldn't go away 

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tord wanted to run away. everyone was to strict and he was being watched at all times. he had also killed so many people it felt bad being there.

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it was decided. he was going to run away.

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This was fun to write.

A short test chapter.

I promise not all the chapters are gonna be like this, this was just kinda to show what tord'a like?

And, I think I'm gonna make the chapter names a line of the song, and then the line after the first thing you read.

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed. Cya next chapter♡