Barely Naked

Chapter Three

Just a night with her

Berry's 

I might be losing my mind right now.

I might be but I think that I don't really care about that right now...

I am drowning with her kiss. I thought that I love the feel of her lips against mine. Nababaliw na ako dahil hinahayaan kong mangyari ang bagay na ito.

Nautica Consunji and I ended up checking in a three star hotel that night. We ended up in bed kissing at first but it went wilder. I found myself undressing in front of her and letting her do whatever she wants to do with me.

She kissed me and I kissed her back. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ito ginagawa. Maybe Ica's my one night of carelessness – I don't know. I just know that I want this so much. I had never wanted anything in my life than this.

I was on the bed. She was on top of me. She's sexy as hell. Dahan – dahan niya pang hinuhubad iyong top niya. I wanted to groan. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na bilisan niya because I might change my mind – but do I want to change my mind? Ayoko. Ayokong magbago ang isip ko dahil gusto ko ito.

Again, she kissed me. But this time I could feel hunger in her kiss. Bawat hagod ng labi niya sa labi ko ay nagpapawala sa akin sa huwisyo. Her lips left mine. She traced my jaw with her soft lips, pababa hanggang sa leeg ko hanggang sa collar bones.

Napahawak ako sa bed sheet. I am half naked, she is too. This should feel weird but it doesn't, it only feels... feiry.

Pakiramdam ko ay init na init na ako.

"Fuck, you're hot." She said. Napaungol ako nang maramdaman ko ang labi niya sa dibdib ko. She kissed the sides of my breasts, taunting the skin, napaliyad naman ako. Should I make her stop? Of course not. She was doing a good job taunting my skin, I like it – the feel of her tongue.

It was so liberating.

She sucked on my nipple – and I sucked on my breath. Hindi ako makahinga dahil sa hindi ako makapaniwala sa sarap na naraamdaman ko. Is sex always like this? I don't know. Sex with Benedict feels different. May takot kasi akong nararamdaman. Hindi ako komportable dahil sa mga iniisip niya at pinagagawa niya sa akin. I don't enjoy sex with him – pero iyong unang beses naming dalawa, alam ko, na-enjoy ko iyon but as he changes, I become more afraid of him.

"Ah! Nautica." I moaned when I felt her bite my left nipple. Magaang pagkagat lang iyon. Hindi masakit but it sent me to frenzy. I felt her fingers in top of my pants. Maybe she was unbuttoning it. Nakaramdam ako ng inip kaya tinulungan ko siyang tanggalin iyon. She pulled it down.

It was only my panties that separating my femininity from her eyes.

"Is this your first time?" Nakangising tanong niya sa akin.

"Huh?"

"What I mean is sex with a woman. It's your first time, right?" Tanong niya ulit sa akin.

"Oo." I bit my lower lip. Napaungol siya. Iyong ungol na sexy. Hindi ko alam kung bakit lahat ng ginagawa ng babaeng ito ay napaka-sexy sa paningin ko. Did I have too much to drink?

Maybe...

"Upo ka." Sabi niya sa akin. Kahit naman nagtataka ay sumunod ako sa kanya. Inalis niya iyong pants niya tapos umakyat ulit siya sa kama.

She was wearing thongs. Ang sexy niya. Ang kinis – kinis niya.

"Are you shaved?" Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko naitanong iyon.

"I am. It feels good. Wanna touch?" Hindi na ako nakasagot ng kung ano basta na lang niya kinuha iyong kamay ko ay ipinasok sa loob ng thongs niya. Nanlaki iyong mga mata ko. "Smooth no? Brazilian wax iyan."