Illusionary feeling called Love

The Apology

I had never even imagined that Sid would do this to me. He was my perfect one. But how can i forget, there was nothing perfect in this world. Obsession is always mistaken  for love, and i was no different from others.

After he left i cried all night sitting in the balcony staring at the moon.
My eyes were swollen and turned red.
Soon the night turned into morning, i hadn't slept. My eyes were open, thinking why did this happen? Why was so blind in faith that i couldn't see this. Whole day i was sitting in the same position in the balcony. Time passed, but there was no progress in my state of mind. His words pushed me to think why ?
Soon thinking became overthinking, but i didn't get my answer.

Suddenly i heard footsteps coming towards me and they stopped in front of me.
He took me in his arms and started to walk towards terrace.
"Sid put me down, now." i said struggling to get out of his hold but he completely ignored.

As we reached terrace, he made me sit on the chair, and sat on his knees in front of me. I looked up at the sky, it was dark. Damn i was sitting for the whole day crying.
I looked back at Sid raising my eyebrows, asking what the hell is he upto.

"i know you too well. I knew that you would be crying. And baby, im sorry.
I'm sorry, i shouldn't have done this.
I shouldn't have sent people to keep an eye on you. I should have trusted you.

But love, i did all of this just to be with you. Trust me i had no intention to hurt you. I just...i just didn't want to lose you. I was too scared. Please Amarah, please forgive me. And give me another chance." he said almost crying.

Just then the noise of crackers drew my attention, and i looked up.
A beautiful firework was displayed in the sky with "im sorry" written.
For 2 minutes continuously the "im sorry"  crackers lit up the sky and their noise was the only sound around me.
I looked back to Sid, who was sitting with the beautiful bouquet of  white lotuses in his hands.

"im sorry Amarah, but its not my fault that i had fallen for the most weird, but unique personality in the world." he said.
My lips curled into smile and  I accepted the bouquet.

"where did you get these from ? I'm sure they are hard to find in Delhi." i said.

"i can even get that extinct species for you as pets, these are just white lotuses. People like roses, my lady likes lotuses that too white. Anything for you love."  he got up to hug me.

Soon the fireworks stopped and Sid stood up and offered me his hand.
I held his hand and he led my way to my bedroom and handed me a bag.

"what's this Sid?" i asked.

"we have to Rahul's engagement remember. Now go freshen up and wear this." he said.

"but why did you buy this. You yourself asked me to wear that black dress."

" i know, i want to make this night unforgettable for you. Please let me make it up to you."  

" okay. Wait here." i said and moved towards the bathroom.

After the shower i called up Sid to hand me the dress. It was a black backless dress with net work in front.
It extremely sexy and revealing dress.
I wore that, and went out to show Sid.



When he saw me, his jaw dropped and eyes widened.  I chuckled inside and asked how was i looking.

" too hot to handle" he said still staring at me.

"but don't you think it's too revealing Sid. I cant go like this. I have a reputation to maintain. I can wear this some other time, when we're alone." i said.

"No, there are limited guests baby, all friends and relatives. Nothing to worry. I want you to look sexiest lady there. And we'll get out of there soon. An amazing night is waiting for you love." he said.

I curled my lips to smile and nodded.