She was quiet
She used to just stay in her place
Lying down in silence
Because her mind was so loud
Now she stayed the same
But her brain felt overwhelmed
With the noise around her
She was colorful
She used to love the sound of fondness
Because her heart was full
Now she just ask
"Broken heart what do you see?"
"A thousand pieces on the ground
When he left me"
She was crazy
She used to dream about death
She felt the voices
Begging her to end the suffering
But she drove them away
Now she thinks how to die
But the voices are gone
Once I asked her
"Why wouldn't you die, my dear?
From so much pain
Why wouldn't you give your life?"
She said she doesn't want
To end this
But it is necessary...

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A Book From Nowhere
شِعرA collection of 20 poetries about loss, anxiety and the struggles to be and fall in love with the wrong person.