5. I need him

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As promised here is the update. Love you all so much.

N A N D I N I

A desire of being with him arising within me. I realized I needed him the most.

I had lost it completely. Our lips were moving in a perfect sync and I didn't want to let his lips go. After which it felt like eternity,he pulled away from me but joined his forehead with mine, cupping my face with his big warm palm. I instantly felt the need of his lips once again and I longed for more. For a moment I was totally disoriented. Nothing looked right. The only thing that felt right was..him.

"I love you." He whispered and that was when realization hit me. I pulled away from him and stood up from the bed in a jiffy.
"We shouldn't be doing this." I said in an inaudible tone.

"You need me and so do I." I could feel him towering over my back. "You can't deny the fact that I complete you and you complete me."

"I can't deny it but I can't accept it too." I somehow managed to say.

"But why?" He took my hand on his, and the contact was electric. Heat raced through me when he pulled me closer and a gasp escaped my mouth. My heart wasn't beating in it's normal pace.
"I seriously need him." Holy shit! I mentally slapped myself for saying it loud enough for him to hear. His lips curved into a smile and I couldn't help but think about kissing him. That kiss has made my mental state disoriented. God!! I so wish to feel it once again.

Involuntarily my hands reached up to his lips and I rubbed it slightly with my thumb and I couldn't help but smile. He gently held my hand, pushed it slightly up and pecked my palm gently, sniffing my scent.
My wolf was going out of control. She was trying to take the control but I didn't gave in and trust me it's so tough to control her.

'Nandini back on earth.' I shook my head reminding myself to stay away but the kiss just made it so much difficult. I loved the way he held me firmly in his arms. I loved the way he cared for me. I loved his touch.

"His thoughts are surely overpowering my senses." Not again, I slapped myself mentally for saying it loud enough for him to hear. His smile grew wider.

"Stop denying. I know you need me." He pulled me closer saying this and I could feel heat radiating on my cheeks. No no I can't be blushing.

"You look much more beautiful like this." He complimented, pecking my cheek and I could feel the shivers running down my spine. 'Nandini stay away from him.' I tried hard to make myself understand but I just couldn't push him. I hate to admit I need him. He tightened his grip around my waist, and his face scrunched in worry. Probably someone had mind linked him but what happened?

M A N I K
When our lips touched I felt sparks inside my body. I never felt like this. It surely was the best feeling but my wolf was trying take control. It wanted to feel her too. I unwillingly pulled away but joined our forehead and closed my eyes, calming my wolf down.

"I love you." I confessed when I felt her relaxing under my touch and I instantly felt cold when she pulled away.
"We shouldn't be doing this." She said in a low tone.

I stood up from the bed. "You need me and so do I." I was pretty much confident about it now. She wouldn't have kissed me back if she didn't need me and I swear it was the best kiss of my life.

"I can't deny it but I can't accept it too." She said and somewhere I was happy that she didn't 'reject' me from her heart.

"But why?" I held her hand and instantly a heat radiated in my body. I pulled her towards me, making her look at me. I could easily figure out she was having a mental war. Why was she so messed up?

My thoughts came to halt when she unknowingly said,"I seriously need him." Before I even knew my lips curved into a smile. My smile grew even more wider when I felt her soft touch on my lips, making me go crazy all over again. I gently pecked her palm supporting it with my own.

"His thoughts are surely overpowering my senses." Did I really hear that? God this is an achievement. My smile grew even more wider.

"Stop denying I know you need me." I pulled her even more closer and did I really see that? She was blushing because of me.

"You look even more beautiful like this." I pecked the red hue on her cheeks and she involuntarily lowered her eyes, a smile playing on her lips. But the next moment my beautiful moment was disturbed.
'Alpha rogues attack at the west boundary.' Cabir mind linked.

'I am coming.'

Not again..it's the third time in a day. The rogues who were so scared of us are now attacking us that too with all their force. Someone is definitely supporting them and I need to find this out. I left the room but not before mind linking Navya to stay with her.

Nandini was a delicate soul and one wrong move everything would be finished. I realized she needed love, care and attention. But will I be able to give her what she has been craving for?

To be continued...

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Hope it wasn't a mess.

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Love ❤😘
Aaku

(P.S: I love my nickname Aaku way too much because it means Pani in Nepali😘😘)

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