When I opened my social media account specifically messenger I never really thought that you'll chat me again. Because since yesturday you didn't chat me, I thought that you'll again leave me as always.
But I saw your name. And your chathead popped out.
You sent an emoji at 12:09, I was really confuse why you sent me that because as far as I know you have classes that time. So i just replied with a hello.
Then when it's already night I saw that you were online, I've waited for you to seen my message but minutes had passed but you didn't like how you used to do before.
Then when I was just about to give up, your chathead pooped out.
I asked you why you chatted me at that time, then you mentioned that you sent that on 12:09 AM. I was so embarassed because I thought you sent that on PM but turns out on AM.
As we were chatting I can feel like you don't want to talk to me, and that feeling was always my most unwanted feeling.
So i became cold too, because why would I force someone to be happy to be with me if he didn't want me on the first place.
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06-14-18
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