YoongHyo One-Shots

(4) Trust Issues - Part 1

JIHYO's POV

Ever since, I've been having the same problem over and over again and honestly, I don't know how to overcome these trust issues of mine. And because of that, I have put up a great and solid wall between me and the people who tries to love me.

May people tried to break the wall I built in between but no one really succeeded in doing so. Sooner or later, they eventually gave up. And that's made me more upset and afraid to let my walls down to anyone because I am scared to get hurt again and once I do this time I won't be able to take it anymore, I might just be left scattered on the ground shattered in pieces until I become ashes gone through the wind.

It all started when I was in high school, I liked this guy his name is Jungkook and he was quite famous in our school because he has everything a girl would love to be in a boyfriend. He was kind, smart, humble, tall and handsome. Literally my ideal man. And I was just a simple gentle girl who is also smart, pretty, kind and the student council president, that's what I often hear my peers tell me about myself. But I'm not as famous as him because I have told people I don't too much attention so they left me with that. No one knows that I have a crush on him even my friends I just kept it to myself because my friends are such talkative people.

Until one day, I saw a note inside my locker when I was about to put my books inside because it was dismissal time. The note said, "Go to the school garden please. :)"

I wonder wrote left this note here. I looked around in case someone was still around who saw someone near my locker but there were none, I guess students immediately went home after dismissal time.

I was in second thoughts either if I should go or not but because my curiousity kills me, I decided to go just this time.

I arrived at the school graden but no one was there. Maybe the guy got tired of waiting of left, that's what I told myself. I was about to leave the place when someone tapped my back and I was quite shocked that it was Jungkook. I had to ask him, "Wh-what are you doing here?" I kind of stuttered ugh why am I stuttering.

He smiled his bunny smile at me. Oh how I love those bunny smiles I said to myself. "I was the one who asked you to go here." He said while still smiling.

I was confused at this sudden moment I had to ask him again, "You were the one who asked me to go here? You were the one who wrote this note and left it inside my locker?"

"Yes. I have to tell you something, Ms. President." He said with a sweet tone. Oh god stop that I'm melting. Jihyo collect yourselves together and act normal. I reminded myself.

"You could just go the student council office if you want to discuss something Mr. Jeon." I told him hiding my starting to blush face.

"Uhm it's not about the student council or anything. It's about you. It's about me. About us? I really want to tell you something personally." He said quite shy while scratching the back of his neck.

Did I hear it right? About me? Him? Us? What does that mean? I am so confused right now. I don't know what he is talking about. I didn't want to be rude or something but I want to know what it is exactly so I told him, "Mr. Jeon can you please get straight to the point? I'm in a rush to get home today because I have to do something my mom asked me to do." I said in a friendly tone. I hope he doesn't misinterpret.

His face suddenly got serious upon gearing what I just said and he sighed deeply before starting. "Uhm ok-kay. Please listen to what I will be saying please this won't take long and sorry for taking up too much of your time." He said and I just nodded to signal him to continue.