You And Me

You Don't Know

I cried even more it went through period 2 my tears were so bad mascara was all over my face drewl was on the ground from crying so much saying Aces name out of my mouth so many times just missing her my manager Mrs Medland asked what was wrong I cried even harder knowing what was wrong but could not spit it out because it would hurt way to much finally I spit some out as she got me a tissue I said it's Ace I miss her so bad I can't believe she's gone she said cheer up you have other friends you have Tori,Eric,Abbi Abbi was are coap student and so was a girl named Hailey I said back yeah but nobody will be like Ace she was different not like a normal friend more then one she replied yeah you said a sister I said back yeah but more then that to she was a sister,a protecter,my angel,my best friend nobody will be like her she protected me from the darkness always she had it in her to and it's not any normal darkness it's darker then that and I regret everything I did to her she said well there's other friends here to don't focus on Ace I suddenly remembered the song lyrics from a song I said you don't know what it's like so let me just suffer alone let me cry here alone if I hear keep your head up or it's all going to get better it's always going to stay the same eventually somebody pulled me out but in my heart I was still crying inside and still wanting to cry even more it hurt so much I could not take the day without Ace with me it hurt so freaking bad.