Old friends~ KSimon

Eleven~ Q&A

JJ's POV
Simon and I sat down in two gaming chairs at his desk, ready to record a video. We were doing a Q&A since we hadn't done one in a while. Even waiting for him to press record on his camera, I couldn't stop thinking about what Ethan had said. He's a prick. He'll hurt you. Was it true that he hooked up with that Talia girl or whatever her name was. No. I have to trust my boyfriend. I sat in silence thinking. Overthinking. I need to calm down.
"JJ?" A sudden voice interrupted my train of thought."JJ, Are you ok?" I turned to Simon and put on my best fake smile before giving a simple reply. "Yeah. Ready to record?" Simon nodded and kissed me on the cheek with his soft lips before pressing record and starting the video.
"Yo guys, today I'm joined with JJ and we are gonna be doing a Q&A as you know I have asked for questions on twitter and you guys have given us some great ones. So let's go." I put on my best fake smile as Simon introduced the video and I sat next to him, wondering if the man I called my best friend, and now call my boyfriend is really what he says he is at all.

As we answered more questions, I began to have more of my own questions that I wanted to ask Simon. My head was crowded with thoughts and I was beginning to get a headache. Before I knew it, I had turned to face Simon and grabbed his bony shoulder with my heavy hand. "Simon."
"JJ? What's wrong?"
"Simon, I, is it true?" I asked. Tears welled up in my eyes as I tried to hold back a flood of pain behind my coffee coloured iris.
"Is, is what true, JJ?" He gave me a quizzical look. Damn he always made me want to stop arguing and just take him in my arms for a hug. I wanted it to be ok. I wanted it to just be a huge misunderstanding. I balled my hands up into fists. This must have scared Simon because he stood up and backed away from me, his fragile body shaking. "JJ? What are you doing? Are you ok?" I saw fear in his eyes as I marched straight over to him and got so close to his face I could feel his warm breath, reminding me of the first time we kissed. "Don't fucking lie to me, Simon, when I ask you this." I stated, looking Simon deep into his ocean eyes, which were now streaming with tears along with mine. "Who the fuck. Is Talia?" His face dropped, like he had lost all colour. Just like his face, his skinny body also fell to the floor against the hard, blank wall of his room and he balled up with his knees to his chest. "H...how do you know about Talia?" He didn't sound sad. More scared than anything. As if he was afraid that I knew. "Ethan fucking told me that when I was out you had some little slut called Talia in your room. AND YOU FUCKED HER??! I fucking trusted you, Si. What am I supposed to do now?" My lip began to quiver as Simons tears kept going, now stronger than before as his cries filled the room. It broke my heart to see him like this. Broken. But I couldn't feel sorry for him. I couldn't. "JJ. I promise you when I say. I do not love Talia. She tricked me, she FUCKING TRICKED ME. She roofied my drink at the party we went to a few weeks ago. She asked me to drive her back to my place, so I did. She told me she was gonna put me in bed, but then. I. She." A sudden realisation hit me straight in the gut when a single tear fell from Simon's eye. He was...raped. I rushed over to my broken boyfriend and lifted up his pale, cold chin to look me in the eye. His tear stained face said it all. He didn't do it to me. She did it to him. "I'm SO sorry, Si. I should have known. I should have trusted you. Fucking hell if I could turn back time, and be there with you at that party, I would have stopped that bitch from doing anything to my baby. Simon, are you ok?" He stared at me with a blank face. His emotionless body collapsed into mine and he hugged me so tight. "I'm sorry, JJ, I'm so fucking sorry. I shouldn't have taken her back here. I love you, I do and I will never stop loving you. You're the only one I wanna love and you're the only one who could truly make me happy. I have everything when I'm with you." I brushed a hand through his brunette hair and spoke once again. "Why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you."
"I didn't want you to think I was a pussy. I didn't want you to think I was lying. I just didn't wanna see like a loser. But I forgot, I'm the biggest loser there is and I always have been."
"No, Simon. Of course I would have believed you, I would never think you were a pussy for being taken advantage of. And most of all, you are not a loser." I kissed his forehead and gave him a sympathetic smile
"You are Simon Minter.
You're my best friend,
My boyfriend
And most of all,
My love."
Mmmmm yeah not sure if I like this chapter too much. I'm pretty disappointed in my writing skills ngl, but hope you enjoyed it nonetheless. Also, not sure if I liked the storyline for this chapter, but what's done is done. Comment and tell me what u think, if u enjoyed it, vote and I'm so sorry for issues in this book, I know we all just want happy Ksimon, but where's the story in that? Thanks for reading, and as always, LOVE YALLLLL ❤️ ~Daisy Xx