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JUSTIN BIEBER

"Hey." I said softly to Niall, sitting next to his hospital bed, and grabbed his hand,"How are you?"

He pulled his hand away from mine and turned away,"I could be better." He replied, not looking at me in the eyes.

I pressured my lips, bringing both of my hands to my lap and played with my fingers and I looked up,"I-I know what he di-"

"Why did you lie to me, Justin?" He asked interrupting me,"Why would you u-use me like that?" His eyes began to water and I couldn't bare to see him cry because of something I did, so I looked away.

"I know it isn't my place to ask," I said putting my hand over his and all he did was look at our hands,"But I really, really want a chance to explain."

He connected his eyes with mine and nodded,"I-I would like an explanation, I want to know why exactly you decided to break my heart."

I winced and I blinked rapidly, try to keep tears from falling."Okay, when I started school, I really, really liked Selena. And when I heard her say that, she wished she had a gay best friend, I saw that as my chance of opening, and I told her I was gay.

"Then I met you," I looked at him and squeezed his hand,"At first I just though of you as friend, and then we kissed for the first time at your house, and I started questioning my sexuality, and by the end of the night, I knew I was really into you.

"Niall, I am hopelessly in love with you. And I know you might not believe me, and if you choose that you just want to remain friends or," I gulp a bit,"Or you decide you want me out of your life, I'll respect that. Because I'm in love with you, and I don't think anything or anyone could change that."

He sat up with a wince, grabbing my hand that was over his, placing it in his lap as he played with my fingers,"I-I'm not sure what I want at the moment, Justin. But I do believe you,"He looked up at me and out one of his hand on my cheek,"And I do love you, Justin."

I leaned in and when my lips brushed softly against his, he turned his head to the side and I settled with laying my forehead against his.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, creasing my cheek.

"No, you don't have anything to be sorry for,"I whispered back,"I told you I respect you're decision and after what happened, I doubt you'd want to kiss anyone and I'm really grateful I'm allowed to even stand this close to you."

"I trust you." He said smiling before leaning in a kissing my cheek, letting it linger for a few seconds, before pulling away.

I smiled widely and say up right, pulling my forehead away from his and standing up,"Do you want me to call your parents in? They're waiting outside."

Niall nodded and laid back down before asking,"Is Greg here too?" He looked at me with a smile.

"Yeah." I said smiling,"He's been pacing he room and making everyone else anxious."

He giggled and nodded,"Thank you, I needed that."

I nodded before making my way to the door, my hand in the knob before I took a breath and turned around and walked back to Niall, placing a kiss on his forehead,"I'm sorry, it's just...I really love you."

Niall giggled, grabbing my hand and looking at me with a smile,"It's okay. I love you, too." He squeezed my hand,"You should go."

I chuckled and looked down,"Yeah, I'll see you later." and with that I was out.

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LIAM PAYNE

"Zayn, c'mon." I said knocking on Zayn's door,"Let's go see Niall!"

"I can't." Zayn said,"I'm sorry, but I can't go."

"What do you mean you can't go?" I asked opening the door to see him curled up in bed,"What's wrong, Zayn?" I said frowning.

"I can't go, Liam." Zayn said sitting up with tears running down his face,"What if Evan shows up? What if I can't control it? I know that you've been re-teaching me the things they did in that place, in a better way, but what if in a moment of weakness, I can't control myself?" He sobbed.

"Then I'll help you." I said creasing his cheek,"That's what I'm here for, Zee."

"But what if I hurt you again." He said with sadness,"Liam, I can't risk that." He rested his head on my shoulder with his head on the crook of my neck.

"I don't care, Zayn. I love you." I said rubbing his back,"I hate to break it to you, but you're kinda stuck with me."

Zayn chuckled before inhaling and cuddling into me further with eyes closed,"God, you smell like home."

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