What Are We?

13.I Love You Too

I never dare to say "I Love You Too"(to you) because I thought you would leave me once those words slipped out of my mouth.

But even if I did tell you... you would've done the same thing because you never loved me telling you or not it doesn't matter.

That day you told that you got a new best friend and like always I didn't ask you what I was to you.

You left me for your so called best friend who would demand you for things to talk to you but I was happy because you were happy or so I thought.

I would cry late at nights remembering how happy you were without me.

I would feel jealous... But you were happy and so I am... missing you and crying for you.

One day you came to me and said that you wanted to talk to me. You didn't know how happy I was and I thought we would be back again but you... But you said your new best friend wanted you to talk to me and so you came.

My heart was broke into number of pieces. You asked me WHAT WERE WE?

I didn't know it myself I was so confused to answer so I said I didn't know then... you said the most hurtful words I have ever heard from your soft lips.

You said that I was your friend just like all the others. Just a friend and nothing special that you'd behave the same way with all the others like you behaved with me.

I felt like my heart just stopped beating...

Oh!! Do you hold their hands the way you held mine, do you kiss them like you kissed me, do you tell them that you love them like you always said to me... I wonder...

I was totally broken but instead of crying I felt like laughing... Laughing at my own stupidity😂. Wow I'm so dumb.

You asked me that if I love you and I was so dumb that I answered your question with a YES.

You asked me again and said that you didn't hear me clearly I was so stupid to believe it and answer you with a full statement. I said "I love you" loudly and clearly, something inside me told me that I was going to break my own heart and suffer a heartbreak till eternity.

You jumped with happiness saying yes!! yes!! yes!! For a minute I thought that you were going to tell me that you feel the same and everything you did was just to tease me... But no

You said that only I loved you. You said that you loved 'her' the same way I loved you.

That was enough to kill me and it did because I died that day. The girl who loved you,loved all of you with her all died then and there...

I cried and cried until my tears dried off. From that day onwards even if I tried to cry my tears didn't come out ...

But my stupid heart still loved you with every single broken piece. If I did come across you my heart would still beat for you...

Now I know WHAT ARE WE? Just mere Strangers because you wouldn't even look my way or look at me and so I did the same...