What Are We?

16.Pain

Before meeting you I always thought love was beautiful and heartwarming but after I met you my definition of love has changed.

Love is painful it's really complicated. When someone breaks your heart, crush it into pieces, how can you move on and start another relationship?

You are so afraid of being hurt again. You'll blame yourself for everything that happened and will happen.

You end up thinking that love is not meant for you that it's not your "cup of tea".

You think that you are hard to love and you don't deserve being loved. Life seems plain, nothing can bring happiness to you.

Even if you laugh you always end up crying. You don't trust your own self. You want the pain inside your chest to go away but it won't.

The pain remains until your memories fade away. You want to run away from the pain, suffocation and the resentment.

You feel empty inside as if a hole is left within you. Even when you find someone new you end up comparing them with the one you loved.

It's even harder when you go back to the one who broke your heart. You fear to trust them again. You feel tangled by the past experience.

It takes time to heal all the scars, it's a slow process don't expect things to be done instantly. Sometimes It's important to go through the pain to grow.

It may take days/months/years but finally you will move on. Be patient, everything will be okay. Start a new life with new things, try different ways to pull yourself together.

Eventually things will fall into place. You'll regain your peace. You'll become tough/strong.

Smile... Don't forget to smile, you are the only one who can change your life. Never expect things to be easy/simple.

Challenge yourself, break your limits. Be ready to face problems because life is full of problems. Be true to yourself and find peace within you:-)