Chapter Four

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M/H update time!! I'm not feeling too inspired today so sorry if the chapters are a bit short.

I woke up this morning and for once I was excited to go to school, I needed to see if she was there. If she was I think I had to talk to her, any chance I miss to talk to her I will hate myself.
When I arrived at the school I saw her, she was standing there and looking beautiful as ever. Her hair pulled up in a messy bun, her figured caressed by skinny jeans and a t-shirt. I kept finding myself attracted to her green sparkling eyes. I want to love all of her, her body, soul and mind. I've never been more scared of love.
Before I could catch myself I found my feet next to hers and we were having a conversation, apparently we agreed to eat lunch together. My soul felt light and my lips curved for the first time in forever. Is this what happiness feels like? If it is I don't want to go back.

After fourth period is lunch, I walked around the cafeteria to find her and when I did I asked her if she wanted to come sit with me and my "friends", she said yes with a huge smile on her face. We talked and laughed and my friends stared, I mean I don't blame them. She's absolutely stunning! 
After lunch I asked her if she wanted to hang out at my place for a bit, but she suggested something better. We decided to skip the rest of the day, we walked around town and just talked about life. With her I felt like I could talk about anything... and I did, I told her about my depression and my self harm, she suddenly stopped and walked in front of me. She grabbed my hand and pulled up her sleeve to show an armful of scars and bruises. I was completely baffled and before I knew it I was hugging her so tight, tears fell from my eyes, and we were inseparable since. Her name was Chloe, I fell in love with the way they rolled off my tongue.

2 weeks later
Me and Chloe hung out all the time, I don't remember a day where we didn't hang out after school. We decided to get coffee today, that was  something new for us, she said she had something to tell me. The thought made me nervous.
At the coffee shop we talked and talked until she brought up what she had to tell me.
"Hey Emma?" Chloe said
"Yeah?"
"I think it's time that I tell you something" she said seriously.
"And what would that be Chlo?"
"I er.. um.. I have a crush on a girl..." She said nervously
"Oh... uh I do too..."
"What!? Who is she?" She said curiously
"You..."
"Really?.. I thought I was crazy for feeling the same about you Emma.."
"Waiiiittt what? I'm that girl?"
"You were always that girl..."

We walked the streets with our hands intertwined, along with our souls. I actually felt happy, and a happy that lasted.

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