Daisy's by Morgan Hines ( A story about love and depression)

Chapter Two

M/H heyyy guys it's ya girl Morgan again, and I'm back at it again with another crappy chapter!

The weeks go on and on and I grow tired, everyday becomes a little harder to wake up to. This school year has become stressful already and it's just began, I keep telling myself that I can make it through but sometimes I question that. My friends become more distant and I know that eventually I'll lose them all together. But I guess that's okay, I'm used to that always happening.
After school I decide to go to the park since going home stresses me out more than school does. After hours of just sitting against a tree with my headphones I knew that if I went home any later my mother wouldn't be too happy. So I start walking, and my thoughts walk with me.

Being home has no longer been my safe place from the world, it's become an opening for all the negative things that want to enter my thoughts. So all I ever do is shut myself in my room and try to hide from everyone around me. Today was different, I actually didn't feel anything, and it bugged me so much. It made me think that maybe I hit my breaking point. But I talked myself out of whatever evil I was planning. Instead I just added a scar to my collection.
It'll get better. It'll get better. It'll get better
These words are on repeat, constantly playing in my head. I try to listen but sometimes it doesn't work. Every night is spent the same way, my bloodshot eyes hide in the cushions of my wet pillow. The tears I cry now aren't from sadness. It's now out of habit. A habit that is so hard to break. This life I'm living needs to change but I'm too tired to try...