Help cartman / kyman

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Cartmans POV

I get up after another sleepless night. I got dressed and look in the mirror. I look at my face and body. I see why no one loves me.. I'm a fucking ugly fatass.. no one likes me.. I'm an asshole.. I sigh and grab my backpack then walked to school. I look down while walking, I walk up to the 3 guys Kyle, Kenny, and stan. "Hey fatass" kyle said to me. "Hey kahl" i say still looking down. Kyle then starts talking with Stan. After awhile the bus came and I get on. I sit alone, as usual.. I wish someone loved me.. someone who can care for me.. but no.. I don't deserve anyone like that.. I think while sitting down looking out the window.

For some reason butters sits next to me "heya fella!" He said to me. I sigh and fake a smile "hey butters" I reply.

He looks at me with a confused look "what's wrong Eric?" He asked "you haven't been acting normal lately" he said. I look at him "oh nothing! I'm perfectly fine!" I say and fake a bigger smile to make it convincing (your not fine.. you need help..) butters sighs and looks away "well whatever you say, Eric" he said like he doesn't believe me.

Finally we get to school! I get yo and race to the bathroom. I don't want to talk to anyone, everyday I go here waiting til class starts. I started going in here everyday because.. well, I got bullied for being fat.. and other things.. Like.. I'm ugly.. I'm an asshole.. I'm a fatass.. I grab my backpack and grab my razor in there. I pull up my sleeve, there's already many cuts on my arm.. I hover the razor over my wrist and cut

One cut

Two cuts

Three cuts

Then I make one last cut, as deep as I could do. I cry out in pain and sniffle. I don't deserve anyone.. no one loves me.. I have no friends.. I'm an asshole.. even my crush hates me.. yeah I have a crush on Kyle.. but He doesn't love me back.. he's so perfect with his green emerald eyes, his beautiful curly hair, his gentle soft skin.. just everything about him is perfect.. and everything about me is imperfect.. he could get way better than me.. anyone is better than me.. I sigh and put my razor back in my bag and pull my sleeve down to hide my cuts. The bell rings and I get up and walk to class.

Kyles POV

Cartmans been acting strange lately. He stopped talking to everyone. He started getting slimmer (he's lost a lot of weight and we are all 17 now) I shake the thought off and walk to class me and cartman have together. I sit in my seat next to Cartmans like usual. Cartman shows up and sits by me he has bags under his eyes and he had messy hair (he wasn't wearing his hat) the teacher comes in but I don't listen to her while I'm thinking.

Cartman POV

I look down not listening to the teacher I rest my head on my hand and look down. I just want to die, no one would care if I did. After awhile of thinking to myself the bell rings for us to leave the class. I get up and go to my locker I open it and saw a note 'kill yourself, it gives the world a favor :)' it said and had rope beside it. I sighed and put the note in my pocket and put the rope in there too. I'll maybe use that later.. then I hear someone growl behind me I turn to see Kyle. He looks pissed. "Who wrote that note?" He said angrily. I shrug "why do you care?.." I say. He looks at me "because I care about you and I wanna kick that kids a-" he stops himself "I wanna talk to the kid that gave you that" he said. I look away "I don't know.." I said and walk away.

It was gym now

We got changed but I kept my jacket on to hide my well.. you know.. the gym teacher glares at me "Eric take you jacket off, now" they said. I shake my head 'no' (please don't make me take it off... I'll get bullied more if they see my secrets...) the gym teacher grabs my jacket and unzips it. I flinch and try to stop them. But before I could do anything they took off my jacket and my cuts show. Some kids gasp and some glared. I few laughed. I bursted into tears and ran to the bathroom before anyone could say a word

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