Day 11: What!? Part 1

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Once Alex had left I looked at Austin, he was about to start walking back but I stopped him.

"Okay why did you snap at Alex?" I asked.

"I don't know. I didn't mean to. I'n really sorry about that. I guess like it upsets me to know that you are a mom at 16 and I know you didn't want to lose your virginity yet. It's not fair that Robert and Zach took it without your permission. I hate them so much I don't know why they did that to you. I'm really sorry for all that you had to see." Austin said. He and I started walking back to his house.

"It's alright I really enjoyed you guys beating them up they needed to feel how pain feels like. Apologize to Alex tomorrow after the doctor's. Also, yeah I know your sorry but they aren't, I know I'm not ready to be a mom yet but I'm not going to kill something that is mine." I said. Austin sighed.

"I know, did you see all the blood? I will apologize to Alex tomorrow. I know I wish I could've done something to stop it from happening at first. Also, I know you wouldn't kill it, you don't seem like a person who wouldn't kill anything or anyone but you would hurt people if they deserved it." Austin laughed. I chuckled and said,

"Yeah it kind of scared me. You and I both know even if you tried to stop him he and Zach would have done it another way. Also, thanks."

"No problem and Sorry about all the blood showing. Just don't piss me off like that. Also, yeah I know thats what I was thinking right after I had said I wish I could've done something to stop them." Austin said.

"It's alright it's in the past now, okay? I have a baby on the way and I can't keep living in the past. The one thing that I need to figure out is how am I going to tell my parents?" I said looking down at the shoes I was wearing as I walked.

"Hey don't worry about it right now, we will find a way to tell them. I'm not going to let you do this by yourself." Austin said. Did he really just say that? That was nice and sweet but no he doesn't have to do that. Also, why does he all of a sudden care? Ugh this boy is confusing.

"Okay, thank you Austin." Was all that I could say since it was kind of akward.

Before we knew it we reached Austin's house. We walked inside and sat on the couch.

"I think I should go back home." I told Austin.

"No, your going to be all alone and I don't want you to be alone after what had happened." Austin said.

"Alright." I sighed. I walked up the stairs and laid down Austin's bed. I started thinking about my parent's reaction. What if they don't want me anymore? What if they don't help me with my baby because they are too caught up with their jobs? What if they think it's my fault that I got pregnant? What if they don't care? Why am I over thinking this? I am going to have my baby! I will regret it for the rest of my life! What about school? What if kids call me a slut? What if I-

"What are you thinking about?" Austin asked. He squatted down to face me. I sighed and said,

"Nothing, don't worry about it."

"Don't worry about what your parents will say or think." Austin said before standing up.

"How'd you know I was thinking about my parents?" I said sitting up. I felt my back hit the bed frame.

"Because I can tell it's bugging you." Austin said.

"Well you know I'm only 16. They wouldn't want a teen mom in the house. I just think they wouldn't care. I don't know, I just want some sleep." I said as I laid back on my side.

"Okay, well night." Austin said as he put his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. I felt this some sort of feeling come to me like I'm comfortable when I'm with Austin. Ugh, why am I feeling these things?! What did I ever do to deserve this???!! Whatever I'm going to get some rest. Before I knew it I was in deep sleep.

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