1 month

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*Becky's P.o.v*

It's been 1 month already. I've started online schooling. Austin hasn't been talking to me lately and I wonder why... he has been going to a lot of party's but never invites me. He stopped calling me chipmunk, so this must be serious. Mama Mahone is back as soon as she came back Austin told her about us and what happened with my "parents" she said I'm welcome to stay and such. She's really sweet and kind. She approves of Austin and I being together, she supports us. I tell her everything, I just need to talk to her about Austin. Why is he so distant from me now... what did I do wrong? I closed my laptop when I had seen that I had no homework for the rest of the day since I had finished it earlier. I walked down stairs to find Michelle on the couch. As I sat on the couch next to her the front door swung open it was Austin. He avoided me and went straight to his mom and kissed her on the cheek. Michelle just looked at him.

"Uhm.. Austin? Are you okay?" Micheele asked him. I think because he avoided me.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be in my room." He said as he walked upstairs again avoiding me. I sighed and looked down at my sweat pants trying to blink away the tears that were about to fall. Michelle looked at me and asked,

"Is everything alright?" I shook my head and sniffled.

"I'm going to break up with him.. I love him so much but I don't know what has gotten into him lately. He hasn't kissed me in a month, he's been avoiding me, he stopped calling me his chipmunk. I don't know what to do anymore! I really love him, Michelle... with all my heart!" I said as I broke down. Michelle handed me a box of tissues, I took them and wiped away my tears.

"Becky..... I know you love my son, and trust me my son loves you too. He's just going through a rough time right now 'cause been 1 year and 1 month since his grandma had past. I believe thats why he's been avoiding you, so you won't see him cry and stuff like that. Please don't end it with him, he would do anything for you... he just needs time because both of them were really close but when he visited her in the hospital he saw her take her last breath. He didn't come out of his room for three months. He's still not use to her being gone." Michelled said. I didn't know that... I thought I did something wrong to upset him but he's just been sad all this time.

"Thank you, Michelle. I'm gunna go talk to him." I said as I got up, she nodded. I walked up the stairs and opened the door. The door was being blocked by something on the floor. I pushed it open and the whole room was flooded with uses tissues. There was atleast 10 tissue boxes in the trash bin. Austin was sitting on the edge of his bed holding something in his hand.

"A-Austin?" I asked. He jumped a bit and turned around.

"Ohh... uh Becky.." He said.

"Sorry I didn't mean to startle you.." I said as I sat on the bed.

"It's alright..." He said. I can see tear stains on his cheeks.

"Austin.... why didn't you tell me?" I asked.

"I'm sorry I didn't it's because if I did that I'll start crying in front of you and I don't like crying in front of people. I'm also sorry I avoided you for a month, I just needed time to realize that....she's gone." He said as he was about to start crying again but he took a deep breath and let it out.

"Austin.. no need to hold it in. It's bad for you! Just let it out, I won't judge." I said as I scooted closer to him.

"It's hard... it's really hard Becky. My dad comitted suicide when I was little, my mema died, and angel did too. I have to be strong for my mom. I can't let my mom see me like this. She'll break too. Sh loved my dad very much, but then one day out of the blue... he decides to leave." Austin said trying to not let the tears get to him but they came out anyway.

"Austin... I'm so sorry." I pulled him into a tight hug.

"It's okay to break sometimes... we are like glowsticks... we need to break before we shine." I said. I felt my shirt being soaked. He wa crying. I hate to see him like this, I didn't know he went through all of that. My eyes were watering as well. He looked up at me.

"Why are you crying?" Austin asked.

"I just hate seeing you like this... I love you and I hate seeing you so sad and then trying to be strong for your mom." I said trying to blink the tears away.

"My mom took it really hard when she found my dad.... she would cry every night. I would cry because I didn't want her to go through that." Austin said getting a new tissue box. He wiped away the tears from my cheeks then he did the same to himself.

"Austin... whenever you have a problem like this just tell me so I wouldn't feel like I did something wrong to make you avoid me." I said.

"Okay... I'm sorry I made you feel that way. I love you, chipmunk." He grinned.

"I love you too." I smiled. He leaned in and so did I. We kissed, it felt like a thousand years since I last felt his lips on mine. I pulled away and asked,

"Why have you not invited me to party with you?"

"Because I was acting like a jerk. But I promise you that I wasn't cheating on you, okay?" Austin said.

"I know... I trust you." I smiled. He smiled back.

"Okay, so come on!" I said as I got up from the bed. He laughed.

"What are we going to do?" He asked,

"I'm not going to let your room be all messy with a whole bunch of used tissues flooding your room." I said.

"Oh.. I'll clean it! You go sit and relax." Austin said.

"Nope, we'll clean it together!" I said. He smiled.

"Alright, alright." He said. He got up and I jumped on his back.

"Off to the kitchen to get cleaning supplies!" I said. Austin ran down stairs, I got off and grabbed cleaning supplies. Michelle spotted us and said,

"Woah.. you two slow down there." She laughed, I guess she's happy to see us together. I laughed and once I got the trash bags I jumped on Austin's back again. He ran upstairs and into his room.

*1 hour of cleaning*

Austin and I are finally finished! We walked back to the couch and just sat there, bored.

"Becky what do you want to do for the rest of the day?" Austin asked.

"I don't know... let's go swim in the back!" I squealed.

"Why don't we use the indoor pool?" He asked.

"Okay, even better!" I said running to my room to change in a pair of shorts and a pink top. I didn't feel like wearing a bikini.

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Sorry, this one is a really short chapter but the next one will be long and kind of entertaining. Vote and Comment(if you want) <3

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