Untouchable

16 | Go nuts

Avoid fruits and nuts. you are what you eat.

-Jim Davis

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Sarah's P.O.V

We headed to the nearest café; we were the first to be there though, just after the workers. We even had to wait for a while outside until they had mopped the floor.

We got inside and I sat on an empty table—actually all the place was empty. Tyler's ordered for us two cups of hot chocolate, I wanted coffee though but he refused, saying that I couldn't have coffee when I didn't blink a second from yesterday till now; it would make my head explode even more. I obeyed him without arguing, I wasn't in the mood to argue though.

"I'm listening, Sarah," he spoke up calmly. My eyes were affixed on my cup, getting lost in the hoops of brown liquid and fighting my tear back. I could feel his eyes roaming me, seeking for a clue for my unsteady state. I tilt my head, trying to found the proper words to explain it to Tyler, things between us were a bit awkward; we hadn't talked since our last argument and it didn't end well. But he seemed to understand that I was ashamed.

"I had nowhere to go or someone to talk to and before I knew it, I found myself getting out of my place and harrying to you," my voice came out lower than i'd expect, shrugging awkwardly and taking a sip from the hot drink that slipped down my throat, seeping through me.

He gave me a half-warm smile, "I'm glad you did then; you know, I am always here for you, beauty"

His words made the tears curl up in my eyes once more, making the smile drop off of his mouth, "hey, it's okay, you know," then he added, "it's, as long as you hadn't murdered someone and trying to hide the body," he joked, making me laugh a little "okay then, tell me what happened, I'm listening."

I told him everything and he kept silent, listening to every word I'd say and seemed that he understood me, and how I felt; he didn't laugh at me when I told him that I was breaking down because Isaac had kissed me, when I knew that if I had told Emma she would have.

He rested his forehand under his chin, trying to digest what I had just said. After I had finished I felt the warm liquid falling down to my cheeks, touching the upper lip and giving me the salty taste. When he saw my tears, he got closer to me, pushing his chair to my side "hey, beauty it's okay. I know how hard it was for you but please, I can't bear seeing those pearls falling down your cheeks." He murmured softly, patting my shoulders gently.

His kind gestures towards me, made my heart soften a bit and even his touch didn't made me feel uncomfortable or anything, it warmed my heart and made me want to keep his touch forever because deep inside I knew that his touch had nothing behind it.

Just a friendly touch to heal my broken pieces.

After his hard attempts to lighten up my mood, he began, "look, I won't say that what happened was something normal and that you're over reacting here or anything; I know that it was something off color and overall, it's forbidden," he sighed, then continued "but, Sarah the reason you didn't resist the kiss and react with it, wasn't that you're a a bad girl and don't regard your religion rules or even don't make you less religious, it's just that you have let your feelings take control over your knowledge and rules. We're humans, Sarah, we have feelings and some moments we can't control them and we have to let them out, even if for a little while."

I stared at him, swallowing what he was telling me, but somehow with every word he had said it made me feel better in every way. It was like a hot drink in a cold snowy nights, where it seeps through your body slowly until it take over all your body and warm you completely, numbing all the pain you once felt.

I placed my fingers on the table, taking a deep breath and then nodded with a small smile, "thank you for everything," he gave me a reassuring broad smile then drifted away to another topic.

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Isaac's P.O.V

My first period today was at 8, so I had to be at school early. I arrived school in the early morning but to be honest, it wasn't for my class but I was craving the view of Sarah. I didn't slept last night, I kept thinking of her and what happened; damn, that was epic. How could just a kiss did all that was happening to me at that moment.

The moment I had laid eyes on her half naked body, electric shocks sent throughout my body till now. I had seen completely naked girls before, but.. but something was different about Sarah, her long dark hair with her blue ocean eyes and her milky soft skin, oh, lord I still could feel the touch of her skin and how it reacted against my fingertips, how could she? How could she be so beautiful like that on her own way. Her rosy lips colliding within mine, they were like a piece of sweet that you'd never get tired of its flavor; it never gets old.

How could just a kiss do all those things to me, give me these feelings and make my heart screaming her name. I had been with a lot of girls before and done all the things that every guy would do and despite that, I had never been satisfied, I had always searched for more; sleeping around with girls wasn't enough. No one was enough to me. But her, something was off, she was covered, buried under those layers but still, wanting her was my desire and with just a kiss, I had found myself; I felt enough, and for the first time, I was satisfied.

I couldn't wait to see her today—especially when she made me leave last night without uttering a word. I don't know whether she had made me leave because her mother's interruption or because she didn't feel what happened between us something acceptable; her countenance didn't show anything.

I know that it was her first time last night to be kissed, no one had told me that, but I didn't have to think twice to know that it was her first time—she was astonished the moment my lips had laid on her, it did even take her seconds before she would interact with the kiss.

But undoubtedly I couldn't deny the delight that this thought had given me; I was the only person that had tasted the angelic flavor of her lips.

It was already 9 in the morning, the first period finished and she hadn't showed up yet. The first two periods of us weren't the same so I thought at first that she might have came and I didn't see her.

I checked my back pocket to take out my wallet but it wasn't there, I rummaged in the class for it but then I realized that I might had missed it in my car. I headed to the parking lot, making my way to my car and as I was about to reach its spot and open it, I saw a familiar car parking in the opposite side of the parking lot and saw Sarah getting out of it with a huge smile glued on her lips.

I observed her and as I was about to call after her, she disappeared marching inside the school building.

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I had two wait two more periods before I got a chance to talk to her. Tyler was the one who was driving the car, why did he drop her off? Was that the reason she didn't come early and missed two periods, for him? Or maybe she had to practice this morning and he insisted on driving her school. Yes, of course that was it. I tried to convince myself with the latter.

The bell rang and I fleeted out of the class, rummaging with my eyes for Sarah. I spotted her by her locker, going through her stuff.

I made my way towards her and when I reached her, she seemed didn't notice my presence, so I cleared my throat to bring her attention to me. She swiveled her head to meet my gaze, "oh, Isaac, how are you doing?" she blurted out with a broad smile affixed on her lips. "I'm okay, why did you come late today?"

"I had some stuff to do this morning," she replied while rummaging in her locker without looking at me. "Do you mean tennis?" I asked, reassuring and trying to figure out things without her noticing.

She shut the locker then turned to me, holding books over her chest, "no. other things," she replied, waving me off. I nodded silently then she added with a tight-lipped smile, "I have to go, see you around." And with that she walked in the other direction, leaving me there facing her back and was about to go nuts from her reactions.

What the hell was she thinking she was doing?

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-Raw.