Hi guys this is my first story so hope you'll like it : )
Our story was made because she shared my post a year ago. Her name is Maddie. We started our conversation as strangers but we became lovers. I admit I've been a playgirl back then. I'm a player not until I met her.. I really had a trust issues from my past relationships but she throw them away. She help me how to trust again and prove how love can change a person.. She did all her best, she's very desperate for me to change and not to look for other girls. And yes I did that. She change me even my friends saw how great she did to me. Until then, she confess to me and said she fall for me.. I'm really sweet and caring towards her that's why she fall and so am I. She's like a magic to my life for giving me such miracle to be a good one. I courted her for months. I'm a fresh graduate and planning to go to her place but an opportunity came so I grab it, I was blessed because I got my 1st job. She's happy for me but I'm a little bit sad because I can't be able to see her & attend to her graduation day. She understands it and let the destiny lead us to meet one day. The happiness of our relationship is just like cloud 9, we feel so contented and happy at the same time.
We all know that fights can make our relationship stronger. We made a lots of misunderstandings but I made lambing to her and luckily I have a girlfriend na madali lang lambingin that's why we became sweet again.
We do morning calls before I go to work & late night talks though I wanna sleep because of tiredness but I chose not to.
Until one day, she broke up with me because of my other girl. We've been back as an MU but she also lied to me. New Year she asks me "space" then I gave it to her. After 1 week I called her and to my surprise she told me she has a new suitor. WOW! as in WTF! She just ask "space" to have some time for her suitor like GG wtf I was back then!! I ask her to choose between us but she didn't. Her suitor asked me to court my ex and I said yes. Why?? because I know she'll be happy with her new. They're magkababata for pete's sake. How am I supposed to fight? They said that if u love someone u have to fight for her.. I didn't fight, instead I chose to let her go because I want her to be happy. Tell me, am I so stupid with my decision? I just let her to be with somebody else even f I dont want to? I still love her that much but what can I do? I'm too late.. I try to ask some chances but she refused. Now? I'm still stuck to the feeling of longingness. I feel like I'm lost from My Home. She will always be My Home..
Maddie, I know your happy with her right now. Depression is killing me slowly everyday. There is someone who's willing to catch me but I'm just pushing her away. I dont want to get attached again to a serious one. I'm happy of my flings. You made a promise that u wont be the same as my ex but what happened? You leave me hanging. U broke me that much that nobody can even touch me. I know time will heal but all the scars will remain. Thank you for the broken heart. I can trust NO ONE but GOD.. Inspite of what you did I'll be hoping and praying for your life and successful career. I will and still love you even it hurts me so bad. My friends told me to stop being stupid and move on but what can I do? Im still madly inlove with you.
Looking forward that we will end up with each other's arms someday.. Heaven knows... I love you always my 11:11.
~Bei
This is the end of the story. Sorry for the errors. Hindi na ako nag-proof read eh hope you like it.
