I've always loved you|Eddie Kaspbrak x Reader

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Y/n's POV

I woke up, right away thinking about the night before. Eddie didn't stay long enough to see what i wrote. I sighed. I got up from my, oh so comfy bed, and looked at the clock. 

"8:30" I mutter, looking at my alarm clock.

 I shuffle over to my window and sit down in my chair thats right in front of the window to see all the boys sleeping. 

"He didn't say the rest of the Losers would come too" I think out loud.

 I frown. I wonder why they didn't invite me? And Why did Eddie have to lie? I look closer and notice that Richie isn't there either. Hm... Why didn't they us? i sigh. I guess i might as well get dressed, they'll be here in an hour and a half. I get up and look at my wrist. cuts covered it.

I wear short sleeved shirts when i sleep, i can't sleep when I over heat.

I get up and walk over to my closet and picked out my clothes. I grabbed a long sleeved shirt. It was white but the collar and the sleeves are re, and i grabbed a black skirt.

I take a quick shower and get fully dressed.

I shuffle out of my bathroom and look at the clock.

"9:30" I smile.

I run down the stairs and glance out the window. 

"Mom's still not home!" I smile widely.

I run to my kitchen and grab a pop tart and put them in the toaster. While i waited for the timer to go off I tapped my foot on the ground and looked out the window.

"It's such a beautiful day..." I mumble while smiling to myself.

While I was thinking, I was interrupted by the beeping of the toaster.

I grab my poptarts and quickly drop them on the plate I had out, just so I don't burn my hand. I rip a piece off of my pop tart and eat it. 

~~~Time Skip~~~

I finished my poptarts and threw away my plate. I glance at the clock that's on my microwave and it read, 9:55. Damn, it took me a while to just eat two poptarts. I think.

I decided to go grab my bike, you know, so i'm ready to go. 

I walk outside, with my torn and old backpack on my back, and grab my bike, in which I leave next to the stairs on my porch. 

I walked down the stairs, well, let me rephrase, I jumped down the  stairs and started walking my bike next to my mail box, which is staring off into the road.

I stand next to my bike, while holding the handle bars. I stood there just staring off into space.

Then, breaking the silence, I hear my name being called. I turn my head to see Eddie, Bill, Stan, and Ben riding their bikes towards me. I smile at them, but then frown knowing they didn't invite me.

I know, I know, I sound like a two year old who's mom refuses to give them cake, but you don't understand, Eddie ALWAYS invites me, and I mean ALWAYS.

They finally reached me and they all were smiling at me.

"W-what's wrong Y/n?" Bill asked noticing my frown.

I look down to the ground in front of me.

"Why didn't you guys invite me?" I mumble, but loud enough for them to hear.

They all looked down until Eddie spoke.

"It's nothing personal Y/n, I promise, it was just an all boys sleepover, thats it!" He said, a little bit panicked.