I've always loved you|Eddie Kaspbrak x Reader

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♡Eddie's POV♡
I walk back to my house as fast as I could, I could be only a minute late and my mom will already have the police on their way. I walk into my house, closing the door quietly. I look down at my watch.

"5:35" I mutter. "Perfect" I smile to myself. "Right on time sweetheart." I hear a voice. I look over to the living room where a pig of a lady was laying in a recliner chair. (Okay, so I've read the book, and Eddie calls his mom a pig of a lady sooo, ya) "Oh, hi mommy" I say quietly.

"Eddie, where did you runoff to anyways?" She asks, not looking away from the tv. "I told you mommy, I went on a walk..." I mutter, just loud enough for her to hear. "Your not Lying to me Eddie, are you?" Technically I wasn't lying, I just went to talk to a friend for a second.

"I'm not Lying to you mommy..." she was now looking at me, staring deep into my brown eyes. Oh Lord, if your up there, please save me from this situation.

Then as if my prayers were being answered, my alarm started going off on my watch. "Oh, look at that, I better go take my pills, love you mommy!" I yell as I ran up the stairs, towards my room.

I run in my room, closing the door as quickly as i can, but making sure not to slam it. I sigh. Guess I got to take my pills. I opened my fannypack, grabbing the pill case. I walk over to my bed and sit down as I try to get the case open.

I finally got it open and grabbed the pills out and put them all in my mouth. I grabbed the glass of water that was sitting on my nightstand and took a sip so all the pills would go down smoothly.

Today at the theater was honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. Y/n was smiling at me! Not at Richie at me! I let my my body fall onto the bed, laying down. "Tomorrow I'm gonna do it." I smile to myself "tomorrow's the day I'm gonna confess my feelings to Y/n." I say to myself

I mean, I have to before Richie beats me to it. I sit up, thinking to myself. I have to do something special for Y/n! J can't just go up to her and say, "hey, I really like you, and I hope you like me back" like an idiot.

But what can I do that will impress her? I let out a dramatic sigh. "Why is life so hard?!" I yell louder then I meant. "Eddie sweetheart! Are you okay up there?!" I her my mom yell from down stairs. "Yeah, I'm fine, Ma!" I yell back.

"Are you sure? I can go in there and he-" "No! Trust me, I'm fine!" I let out a sigh of relief. Gosh, that women is crazy. I look over at my desk, with a bookshelf attached to the desk.

In that bookshelf there are, obviously books, and there is a notebook, just filled with papers that I never use. My brain was storming with ideas, but for this idea, it couldn't be tomorrow at the quarry, It would have to be after the quarry, or maybe even a few days. But for this plan, I need help from all of the Losers, maybe even Richie...

I grab a bunch of pieces of paper with envelopes to go with them, and get to work. You see, I have an idea, it's just... I guess... hard to do. I get up and walk out the door, to head to the kitchen. Our home phone is located in the kitchen so I went to go call Bill.

Out of all the Losers, I feel Bill will help me the most. (I don't know if any of you know, but in the book, Eddie and Billy were really close.) *Ring* *Ring* "hello?" I heard a feminine voice through the phone, the voice sounded as if she's been through loads of sadness, but covered up to sound happy.

"Uh, hi, is Bill home?" I asked, j figured it was his mom. "Oh. Is this Eddie? Yes, Bill is home, do you need him on the phone?" She asks as sweetly as possible. I've known Mrs. Denbrough for years, that's probably how she recognized my voice.

"Yes please." I say politely. "Okay, I will get him for you... BILLY!" She screamed. Oh my Lord, that was ear rape. I think, while holding my ear with my free hand.