Why Don't We Imagines and Preferences

Me time pt.2// JM

Here's the part two to the Jonah chapter I wrote that is two parts back because a few of you wanted to see it! :)

~Your pov~
I have had so much fun in the past three months, I've seen so many new places, visited with so many of the people I love back home, and just had some me time. I haven't really talked to any of the boys except for an occasional text from one of them seeing how I was doing and I have some conversation with Zach to make sure he was alright and he got the time he needed with his family, away from work. After all he was just a kid. I decided it was the day I should visit the boys and see how they were all doing. I walked in and said, "HELLO?" Jonah was the first down the stairs, "look y/n I never meant to lose  you, these past few months while you were finding yourself I think I lost some of myself. I'm sorry about that night I just was a bit jealous of Zach because I love you so much and I would never want to lose you." "Jonah as sweet as that is I just don't want it to happen again I mean all I wanted to do is help someone because I feel like that's why I'm here and if I can't do that then I can't live my life how I want to live it and we are only here once." Jonah stood shocked and the other boys were watching things go down. "Wow." I heard from some of the boys as I finished my speech. "Y/n, are you really doing this?" I looked down then back at him and said, "Jonah what would you do if tomorrow you woke up and what you loved most was gone what if you could never watch or play baseball again, what if you could never sing, write, record, share music with your fans? What if all that was taken because of a barrier someone else has set for you." He looked at me blankly absorbing what I had just thrown at him, a tear fell from my eye. "A few words can be so powerful and so if you want me you will have to win me." I said walking out of the house leaving all the guys in utter shock, especially Jonah who tried to hold me back from what I love, helping people. I have never restricted him from watching a game or writing some music or preforming being with his fans who were mostly girls or filming a video with another girl playing his girlfriend and I never would so I guess this was goodbye to Jonah, at least for now I guess until he decides to change his way and let me do what my heart desires.