Reality check to remind me,
That I am not yours.
No matter how badly I want to be,
It just isn't me.
'Friends would be good.' I lied.
Because the thought of losing you,
Is harder than the thought that I lost you to him.
Or that I even lost you at all.
So I'll hold onto you,
For as long as I can.
Just promise,
You won't let go.
