Tear-less Cries

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I still am clutching Adhi like a cub between the tigress' jaws. His eyes closed, terrified me. But i noticed he was breathing. He fell unconscious. Of course he's still a baby. A slight sigh of relief. I hear a known voice from behind me. Its uncle's voice, i recognized at once. i turned back barely lifting myself up, covered in ash like dust. He too was slightly relieved to see me and Adhi breathing. I turned to my right and asked them to clear up that place telling them prajju would be found safe there.. but he didn't move.. I went on telling him that I pushed prajju behind that wa-... Where's the wall? There was supposed to be a wall here.. where's it now? Did I plainly imagine a wall to have been there and push prajju there? NO! There was a freakin' wall as i was trying to climb it like an idiot earlier the day.. I slowly turn towards uncle telling him about the wall when he broke down.. I was uncertain as what it was for.. or was I just not willing enough to accept it yet. i turn back to see my dad. He had something in his hands.. Something like a bag that lie over his arms outstretched. NO! It cant be! But, I see it myself. It is. It is what it was not supposed to be.. I punched myself to wake myself up; hoping it was all a dream and the wall protected him. But it was no dream there. The wall couldn't hold the force and it collapsed.. I pushed my Prajju to death. It fell right over him. I can't write more about this. Just cant.

I am crying my soul out.. But it was rather odd that i couldn't shed a single drop of tear. My face wasn't wet by a single drop of tear, but blood. 

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