You made me feel ashamed.
Your gaze was different
and we both ignored what we knew,
ignored how in love I was with you.
I saw the change, I'm not that blind.
Now I just wish life could rewind,
I'm not good at hiding and
I have too many flaws
and you and I
would defy nature's laws.
I'm ashamed
I thought I stood a chance.
Ashamed I felt,
ashamed of how I made you feel.
I just want what we had
before my great fall,
before I felt
and spoiled it all.