Chapter 1

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-Santana pov-
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOURE LEAVING ME FOR QUINN!" I'm standing there in tears as Brittany tells me she's going to leave me "I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME?"

She frowns "I do but I love you like friend" she gives me her classic confused look "didn't you know that?"

I throw my hands up "HOW CAN I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING!" She goes to touch me but I move "NO! I need time alone" I run to the auditorium and cry on the stage

-Rachel pov-
I'm standing in shock like everyone else about what just transpired "wow" is all I can manage

"Rachel!" I turn and roll my eyes as Finn runs up "why won't you go on a date with me?"

I growl "because I don't want to date you Finn!" I poke him I the chest "you aren't my type!"

Finn scoffs "you have no reason to be so picky it's not like people are lining up to date you!"

I tear up "and you wander why no one likes you" I run away to the auditorium cause it's my place to be alone

-Santana pov-
I'm on the stage crying when I hear the door open and see Rachel "oh I'm so sorry I'll go!" She starts to walk out

"Wait!" Damn why do I sound so weak? "It's ok I was about to go"

I walk past trying not to show I was crying but I know she sees me and grabs my arm "are you ok?"

I scoff and pull my arm away "stay out of it treasure trail!" I watch the hurt crops over her face and she looks at the ground and moves out of the way

"I'm sorry" I look at her and see a tear fall and hit the ground

"You crying over the name really Berry is that how pathetic you've become?" I push her and all she does and look at the ground so I scoff "how the mighty have fallen"

I walk to the door but stop "I could say the same about you"

I turn and push her roughly "what did you say bitch?" I love my words with venom

She looks at me with fear "nothing Santa-"

I push her again "SHUT UP!" I narrow my eyes at her "what do you think you're better because you're straight and with the QB? Well you're not!"

Tears fall down "I'm not with Finn! IM NOT EVEN STRAIGHT!"

-Rachel pov-
Oh go what did I just say. I just told the girl I like secretly and who loves to torture me I'm gay. I haven't even told my dads yet.

"You're gay? Like you like girls not boys?" Santana looks like a deer in headlights

I nod my head slowly "yes I'm gay and no one else knows so go ahead hurt me Santana it's what you love to do" I walk out of the room not caring to talk cause my life is over!

-glee club-
I walk in and sit down "hey Rachel can we talk about us?" I look up and see Finn "please?"

I narrow my eyes at him in anger "there is no us Finndiot" I stand up "I'm not into you!" I walk to another chair that no one is near and sit down"

Everyone sits and I'm alone in my own little area when Mr.Shue comes in "alright New Directions lesson this month is" he grab a marker and writes 'learning something new' "you will be paired to live with someone from this class for a whole month with no school work in a apartment"

Everyone looks at each other and Kurt sticks his hand up "how do we know our partner?"

Mr.Shue smiles and pulls out a hat "I have all your names I this hat!" He points around the class and stops on Finn "pick first then we will end at Rachel"

The pairs are:
Finn and puck
Mercedes and Sam
Blaine and Kurt
Quinn and Brittany
Tina and mike
Artie and sugar

So that leaves.....

"So that leaves Santana and Rachel" he points toward the boxes that have keys on top "all you're stuff you'll need are there I'll see you at the end of the month" he walks out and everyone grabs their stuff but me and Santana

I walk up after we are the only two left and grab the keys "so" I turn and look at her "you want the box or me?"

She gets up "I don't have a vehicle so" she grabs the box "lead the way to yours"

I nod and we walk to my car "this is it put it in the backseat"

She does then gets in "let's go"

-Apartment- Santana pov-
We walk up and Rachel opens the door to a small apartment "great it's small" I walk and put the stuff on the table "what's in here even?"

Rachel walks up "let's see" she opens it and pulls out a list "it has socks, pairs of girls underwear and guys underwear in case, has shirts, bras, shorts, pants, tank tops, make up, money, and food"

I nod and move the clothes around "problem" i hold up only two pairs of panties and a bra too small for me and her "this will fit neither of us"

She looks at me "what do we do?" I can see her start to panic

I just shrug "go commando I do it a lot" I look at the time "it's already 7:30 we got here late let's just get ready for bed and make dinner"

She nods "I'll cook you get ready"

I smile "ok i could get use to this maybe" I start to walk but turn "why are we pretending nothing happened earlier?"

I see Rachel tense "it's ok Santana just go take a shower" she grabs the food out and starts putting it up

I walk toward her "no it's not ok we can't just pretend this will be ok Rachel!" I see her trying to focus more on putting up the food so I grab her arm "listen to me Rachel!"

She keeps looking forward "Let go please"

I don't instead I grab tighter "look at me Rachel!" She doesn't "LOOK AT ME!" She flinches and I see the red mark form on her wrist I let go quickly "I'm so sorry I didn't...I just I didn't mean." I run to the bedroom cause yes there is only one

-30 minutes later-
I hear the door open and I just keep lookin at the wall laying in bed "Santana are you awake?" I just move a little bit. I feel the bed dip "I've made some noodles I thought maybe you'd want some"

I stay looking at the wall "I'm good"

I feel her tug at her my arm so I turn "I'll take a 0 if you don't really want to do this"

-Rachel pov-
I finally have Santana to myself but She doesn't want to be with me. To be honest it hurst a lot more then my wrist. I wish she would come around.

"You'd take your first F for me?" I look at the confusion on her face

I smile "yeah" I pull out my phone "I'll call my dads and then I'll tell Mr. Shue" I get up and start to call my dads when Santana gets up and stands in the door

"Come on" I look at her confused "I'm hungry and noodles are calling my name!" She walks to the kitchen

I smile "maybe she'll come around"

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