yall thought it was the end, just wait ;)
also, rip x i love you endlessly🖤❤️
livs pov
its been 2 years. 2 years. im a senior now, but i still go to 'our spot' once a week. i miss him and i feel like i can never get through this. theres this kid that i kinda like, his name is cameron, he has blonde hair and blue eyes, and the perfect smile. hes just not, joey...
joeys pov
im at lunch and as always, laurens all over me. kissing my neck, me pushing her off, charles and chad rolling their eyes.
i looked over to liv, do i still like her? of course i do.
shes with that kid cameron, smiling and laughing, just like she did with me. i miss that laugh.
"AWWW!" the cafeteria yelled and i looked back-
"liv, will you be my girlfriend?" he said looking into her eyes.
she looked around at everyone, made quick eyecontact with me and nodded her head, "of course."
she was sitting to his left and he pulled her onto his lap, she wrapped her arms around his neck, as she did me and giggled into the kiss. i cant take this. even grace was rolling her eyes.
i got up and slammed the cafeteria door as i left, running into the woods. before i left i heard a faint "oooooo" and immediately got upset.
charles - bro what happened laurens freaking out
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charles - joey is this about liv
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charles - bruh i know u still love her, dumb lauren aight, ill help u figure this shit out, ill help u get liv back bro just come over
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charles - i just wanna know if ur okay, i dont want u harming urself or some shit, just... come over, think about it?
joey - bro there is no getting liv back. theres nothing i can do. i fucked up. now shes with cameron and shes fucking happy, isnt that what i want, is for her to be happy?
charles - she should be happy but u need to be happy too
joey - i fucked up, i deserve to be dead
joey - i lost the best i ever had
joey - tell lauren were over
charles - dont u think u should do that, tell her easily
joey - i dont give a shit about lauren, honest
charles - fine ill do it
lauren - seriously?!??! you couldnt tell me in person
joey - sorry
lauren - you still love that bitch, liv?
joey - no im just done i wanna be single rn
lauren - whatever
charles - come to my house
joey - im already here
charles - okay im coming upstairs rn
joey - k
i was, crying?!
"bro are you, crying?" he asked.
"fuck you okay" i growled.
"bro its okay im gonna help you."
"how charles?! how the fuck are you gonna help me get back someone who fucking hates my guts."
"cameron is a cheater. youre livs one true love so, how long before he cheats on her? then when she goes to your spot to cry, you go over there and talk to her, sliding back into her life."
"so what do we do?" i asked.
"we wait"
and we did. two straight weeks i was tortured with their lips colliding.
until one day she wasnt in school. i knew exactly where she was.
i basically ran to our spot.
i was right.
she was sobbing on a tree.
"liv?" she looked up.
"sorry, i was just leaving, your turn." she said grabbing her book bag and standing up.
"no its fine, sit do you need a shoulder to cry on?" i asked.
fuck joey that was so cringy.
"no id rather lean on this tree" she snarled.
"wanna talk about it?" i sat across from her.
"he cheated on me." she looked down, "just like all the rest." she mumbled. "im beginning to believe im not good enough." she continued to mumble.
"liv-" i put my hand on her shoulder but she pushed it off.
"just because im venting to you, doesnt mean were good. youre still a dirty cheater." she furrowed her eyebrows.
"im not tryna get close to you, i know you hate me. and you 100% should but i just wanna explain to you from the bottom of my heart that i have never stopped loving you, you shouldnt think that youre worthless because youre the most beautiful person ive ever laid my eyes on. no one compares to you, i made a huge mistake. now i dont know whats going on in your life anymore, but i do know that ill be here for you."
"thanks jo"
my heart lurched.
"anything else on your mind?" i asked.
"my mom has cancer." she blurted out. "shes in the hospital right now, and the doctors said that she could honestly die anyday..." she said, my eyes widened.
"liv im so sorry" i said.
"when she dies im basically homeless." she said, crying.
"do you need a hug?" i asked and she looked at me, nodding.
i hugged her and smelt her flower smelling hair, pulling her into my chest.
"thank you, for everything" she said before handing me a paper and walking back to her house.
