The day, the boy & the sex

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Taking in a deep breath I stood there with my eyes closed. This is it, this is the moment id been dreaming about for so long, yet there was a that feeling of unsureness deep in my stomach, was this what I really wanted? Was I truley happy? I could feel everybodys eyes staring at me watching my every move, the sound of whispers in the background a few sniffles and people blowing there noses. I turned my head slightly and looked at my best friend emily she smiled and nodded in approval with a small tear ready to fall from the corner of her eye but she caught it quickly.

That moment seemed to last a lifetime but in reality it was a mere few seconds. This was it I was ready!

Chapter 1

We was sat under the old tree that was at the side of the football field. Me and emily always came here on our dinner breaks we just loved to watch the guys play, although we hated the game I just didnt really see the whole point of it but let's be honest who in the right mind wouldnt want to watch the guys play they where all so mind blowinly hot! It was sunny most of the time where we lived which I loved im not much of a fan of the rain to be honest. I just adored being outside in the sun especially when there was a warm breeze. The feeling on the grass on your skin and the smell if it when it was freshly cut was amazing! The sky clear as crystals and as blue as the sea without a cloud to be seen.

I sat daydreaming as the guys trained, emily nudged me "carmel?! I do wish you would stop daydreaming when im talking to you!" She exclaimed

"Sorry emily you know how I get on days like this" I giggled as did she. "So, who've you been daydreaming about today" she winked at me. Giving her arm a push I laughed and replied "who'd you think"we flopped onto our backs and giggled looking up into the sky. I started to think about logan the team captain, oh what I would do to speak to him again! He probably doesnt evan remember me, logans your typical arrogant, cocky and down right rude kinda guy. I really do hate boys like him but theres just something about him that Ive always adored.

Ive known logan nearly all my life we used to live next door to eachother before well before the accident. He still lives close to me but never acknowledges me. It hurts though I mean we where close friends as young kids but now he acts asif im not here. He only associates with the other team players and the "hot" girls you know the type pretty, popular and rich spoilt girls. Unlike me and em where just normal girls kinda imbetween the quiet girl's and the popular ones, but im happy as I am.

College was finally over and I waved bye to em and walked through the front door. The only greeting I get is off sheeran my big fluffy ginger cat I love him so much obviously named after the amazing ed sheeran! I ran up the stairs and left my door open a jar for sheeran to wonder in when hes ready and curl up at the bottom of my bed. Plonking my stuff on the floor I stripped off and got a quick shower. I sat at my desk and turned my laptop on still sat in my towel with another wrapped around my hair I checked my Facebook. Scrolling down the page reading what everybody was doing as usual people complaing about life some bragging others bitching and then the odd shared funny picture.

I heard my phone buzzing from inside my bag so I jumped up and grabbed it. "Hello?" I answered but heard no reply i repeated myself but again nothing so I just presumed somebody must have pocket dialled me. So I didnt think anything of it and realised em had text me. "Hey doll, what you doin tonight?! Jacks having a party shall we go?" Oooow party I thought to my self as I danced around my room, I really do love a good party! My only problem is that im actually very shy well I am until iv had a drink I laughed to myself as I replied to em "hell yeah! Come mine and we will get ready together you know the drill;)"

I was dancing around my room to micheal jackson, hes my all time favourite singer, as I spun around I slipped and landed with a thud on my butt! "Ouchhhhh!!" I yelled and looked up to see em crying with laughter "dont just stand there and laugh help me up bitch!" She looked at my with a sarcastic hurt face and walked back out the room. I stood up and switched songs when em came back in the room with 2 glasses of wine oh my girl does know me to well! She handed me a glass and told me to move my short arse outa the way of the mirror, our relationship is just amazing most of the time our conversations are just pure insults thrown at eachother We just good banter, dunno what I would do without her.