The day, the boy & the sex

Chapter 5

Not long later a car pulled up outside, Emily and Tom grabbed the bags and took them out to the car. once I got the all clear I followed, climbing into the front seat next to logan he looked at me with hurt and tears filling his eyes, just looking at him made me cry my eyes out. he held my face and leaned towards me "carm, I'm so sorry I let you down I'm here now, I've missed you" then planted a kiss on my lips. I kept quiet and we drove off, the 3 of them talking about what was going on but it was in my own world I felt numb, scared I didn't know what to do or what was going on for that matter!

It had just turned 12am when we pulled up to a house they all took our stuff in and I jut sat in the passenger seat. The view was beautiful, we where in some sort of forest hight up. Beautiful green trees surrounded us,bi climbed out the car taking in a breath of fresh air,bit was amazing the night sky covering us like a blanket, the stars shining so bright, thousands of them scattered around the black sky glistening like glitter. A slight breeze whistled threw the trees and bushes, blowing on my face. Peaceful, I could stand here for the rest of my life! in that moment I was happy, my life was perfect nothin could hurt me. Then I felt somebody stand next to me, turning my head I see Logan looking up into the sky with the same eyes he looks at me with he looks happy. He turns to me and pulls me in resting his chin on my head. "I want you to be mine forever Carmel" then takes hold of my hand and leads me into the house.

I sit on the couch with a cup of hot chocolate, snuggled up in a fur blanket. Emily and Tom have gone to bed, Logan forced them to go he told them they need to rest it's been a stressful day. I sat there with everything going round and round in my head I was so confused. The thought of everything was giving me migraine so I decided to block it all out. Logan came into the room after settling em and tom in there rooms, sitting next to me and taking my hand into his he placed a light kiss on the back of my hand.

"I know we've only just started talking again carm but we've know each other forever. I do hope you have forgave me, your an amazing girl far to good for me. but I just know your the girl for me it's like your the reason I'm on this earth!" I looked at him but didn't know what to say. "I know your wondering why this is happening to you princess but I can't tell you the reason why, I don't want you to be scared, it's Adam, he's the one that's been stalking you" Logan said very sympathetically, tears streamed down my face, I guess I should have know but hearing it hurts. "I never knew how obsessed he was with you until now, it's been going on a while I'm not sure how long but it's long enough. he always seemed like a decent lad but, I'm scared, he needs help carm, I know what he's capable of his family's not a family you want to mess with. I need to keep you safe, hidden until he's been Locked up" he kissed my fore head and pulled me into him so I was on his lap, why me I thought, what have I done so badly to him for him to want to do this to me. I don't know how much I can take!

The suns shining brightly, I open my eyes and look through the big window, it was the size of the whole wall. The walls painted white and a book shelf to the right of my stuffed from head to toe with books! I was on a four poster bed with Lacey nets curtains attached to each post. I climbed out of bed and planted my feet on a fur soft rug, my feet felt like they where in heaven, my feet sunk into it covering every inch of my soles as I walked across the room. I grabbed a t-shirt and walk downstairs. Logan's asleep on the couch covered by a little blanket, he looked so peaceful.

I sat at the dining table thinking about logan. I've only ever had a couple of boyfriends but beer been in love. Logan was different though, since I first laid eyes on him when we was 6 there was just something about him. He always had the most beautiful eyes something about him just pulled me to him. These past few weeks he's been so kind so thoughtful just like when we were little.

I felt a presence behind me, I turned around and Logan's lips came crashing onto mine, I was startled at first but soon caught rhythm with him. It was magical! like in love storeys the firework butterfly feeling, like a bombs gone off in your tummy, my heart was pounding so hard I thought the wild heart kept tamed inside my cage was Guna escape forcing me to fall flat on my face in love! I tried and tried to keep my feelings under control but I couldn't. "I want you carm, I want you to be mine forever, I want to hold you every night, I was to kiss you whenever I want, I want to wake up and see your beautiful face, simple I want you Carmel us to be one me an you forever princess!" my breath hitched, caught in my throat not knowing how to reply, "I want you too Logan, I'm ready" this was it I wanted him so badly I didn't want to wait any longer I knew I needed him! I needed him inside me!