The day, the boy & the sex

1 month later

Chapter 4

I lay on my bed thinking back to when I last saw Logan. After I left his house I got a text "hey carm, my brother James came by this afternoon, I told him everything, I won't be able to see you for a while I can't tell you how long but I promise I love you and I will be back!" I sat and cried for hours, how could he just leave like this without Evan an explanation! I was distraught.

College had been normal we finish in 2 months I can't wait, I've been trying to keep myself busy trying not to think about Logan but some how he always sneaks into my mind. Emily doesn't understand how I forgave him but she doesn't understand how much I care for him she doesn't understand that some how I love him.

After a while I gave up texting Logan I jut wanted to forget about him I don't want to be hurt, it's not like we was Evan together! I still keep getting phone calls of a private number but nobody's ever on the other side. I never really put much thought into the phone calls although I thought it be rather strange. Emily told me not to worry about it so I didn't.

The next day at college I just finished my last lesson and was on my way out of the building when somebody grabbed my arm and dragged me into an empty class room. I tried to pull my arm free but before I knew it I heard the door lock! "what the fuck" I shouted as somebody blind folded me. My body was thrown against the wall and I landed on the floor I heard people sniggering. "what do you want" I said shakily "ha asif you don't know you slut!" The guy said his voice familiar but I couldn't make out who it was. "let me go!!" I shrieked "oh don't worry darlin I will let you go when I'm finished" he spat out. My heart was pounding and I couldn't control my breathing, I was petrified. I just wanted to go home. "your such a bitch, you know that! you knew how much I wanted you but no I wasn't good enough for you was i! well you will pay for that and I will make sure of it" he laughed hysterically.

I woke up on my door step, I shakily stood up holding into the door handle. looking around I couldn't see sign of anybody. I cried. Pulling my keys out of my bag I threw myself inside the house locking the door behind me. I ran upstairs and dived onto my bed, still crying I pulled my phone out from my bag, trying to calm myself down I dialled Emily and told her what had gone on "calm down baby I'm on my way down don't worry I've got my key" she said softly.Moment later em came flying into my bedroom and wrapped herself around me. "do you know who it was sweet" she asked "no they blindfolded me" I sobbed, what I would do to have my parents here right now.

Eventually she calmed me down and we discussed who we thought it could be but nobody came to mine. After than emily decided that she was going to stay with me for a while, she ran me a bath and put tea on. After my bath I sat at the dining table in my pj's with em we ate our tea then told me tom was on his way to pick her up and take her home for some clothes. She was gone about 20 minutes during that time my phone rang I didn't look at the caller ID I just thought it was me but it wasn't once again it was the 'nobody' I shouted down the phone "if this is the arsehole who grabbed me today you can go fuck yourself you don't scare me!" Deep down I was petrified! He laughed the same laugh as today "oh baby girl you don't need to be scared I won't hurt you, you know what I want and your going to give it to me baby" before I could say anything he put the phone down.

It felt like I was waiting forever for Emily to come back, as soon as she walked thought the door I told her about the phone call, putting together that all the mysterious phone calls where from the same person and that he must have been watching me for a long time but I knew that I had never done anything to hurt anybody!

That night was a very unsettled night I tossed and turned all night barely getting any sleep. I got up the next morning and decided not to go to college I couldn't face anything happening to me again so Emily decided to stay off with me and soon after getting up tom came around. we sat in all day watching film both of them waited hand on foot for me. it got to about tea time when I got another phone call, I jumped and was far to scared to answer it so I ignored it, moments later it buzzed I received a text.

"Aww baby girl don't ignore me I just wana hear your voice, aren't you missing me. I mean a whole day without seeing you at college today has certainly got me feeling down! you must be poorly or something I'd answer your phone and talk to me unless you want me come your house baby girl?"

That totally got me freaked! I told them two what had been said and try told me to go lie down for abit. I did but took my phone with me. not long later it rang again "hello?" I answered really quietly "oh good your still awake I thought you might have been asleep seen as your bedroom light is off! glad I could catch you sweetheart any way have a good sleep I will see you tomorrow" I placed my phone down on my bedside table and cried Evan more. not Evan 10 minutes later my phone rang again I sobbed harder and answered to scared to ignore it "CARMEL! Where are you? Are you okay? please tell me your okay?!" Logan? "Logan is that you" I said between sobs "Carmel omg are you at home who are you with" he desperately said "yes I'm home with tom and emily" I whispered "good!" "Why haven't you been texting me back I thought you didn't want me anymore" I said "of course I still want you princess I did for so many years nothing's changing that! anyway your not safe there I'm coming to get you! Tell Emily and tom to pack you to I will be there at 9! make sure your ready" he said "I love you" slipped gently and calmly out his mouth before hanging up.