Tessa and Scott - You raise me up

Chapter six

Now Tessa is awake, but alone. Scott, next to her, close by her side, sleeps deeply. She searches for his hand, grasping for it, as soon as she found the hand. Scott turn around, still sleeping. While Tessa is awake, Scott also dreams: '' Ice dancing. I could not live without ice dancing. This is the sentence I told myself everyday I thought about ending my career. This sport is exhausting and an enduring pressure. Sometimes I think about ending everything. Ending my career, stopping to do this sport. Sometimes there are doubts and then I want to quit everything. But then I think about why I do it. I think about my motivations for doing this sport. And I always remember that Ice dancing is my whole life. Sometimes I cant live with ice dancing but than I am sure I truly cant live without. That was, what I thought over the last years. I wanted to go on, because of Ice dancing. And maybe it was a part of my decision. But as Tessa and I came back to competition, ice dancing in general wasnt my motivation. My motivation was to be close with Tessa again. And than during the last months, weeks and days, I realised that it always has been Tessa. I was afraid to loose her. I always thought that we will lose our special relationship if one of us end the career. I went one, because of Tessa. And as I realised that Tessa always has been the reason for me, it was during the Olympics, I thought about why Tessa was the reason. I said to myself, that she is my best friend. And she truly is. I cant live without her. Maybe I can, but I will not. And than I realised that I truly love it, when she smiles and laughs. She is beautiful, but even more beautiful when she smiles. And then I realised that when I was with Tessa, I smile more and she smiles more. We smile more when we are together. This was the point I realised that Tessa and I are more than best friends. Even we are more than soulmates. I realised for myself, that I crossed a point of no return. From now on I cant change the feelings I have for Tess. '' He wakes up, but with closed eyes. Thinking about his dream and the problems he thought about in it. His feelings for her are real and he cant change them. He cant change how he now looks at Tessa. When he looks in her beautiful green eyes he can only think about one thing. He always thinks about kissing her.