Tessa and Scott - You raise me up

Chapter eleven

From the moment on, Tessa has started to talk, Scott smiled. In the last month he always wished for this talk. He always wanted to talk with Tessa about feelings. It isnt like they never talked about feelings, they always did. He and Tessa sat together in the past. He talked about feelings he had for other girls and she gave him advices. She told him about some boys she met. They sat on the couch talking about their love problems. About problems they have with their older siblings or even with their parents. Especially during their time as teenagers. They spend much time together talking about all the new feelings, which came into their life. But this time their talk about feelings was different. This time they havent feelings for strangers. For people the other one does not know. This time, they talk about the feelings they have for each other. Scott hasnt said anything, so Tessa starts again: Do you understand what I want to say. Something is different. Scott, you are a part of my family. I will not lose you. I cant imagine living without you. I am scared to lose you Now Scott nods. He heard what she said, but in his mind he already prepares himself to answer. His thoughts gather around Tessa and their whole situation. He tries to find the right words. He starts: Tessa, I totally understand you. We spent the majority of our life together. It is impossible for me to imagine my life without you. I cant think of a moment you werent at my side. Every important moment in life we lived through together. Our relationship is something really special. It is the most special thing I have ever seen. We are special. And we are special for each other. But things change. We change. And I cant lie to you and I will not. I want to tell you the truth He looks into her green eyes. Forgetting what he wanted to say, just talking without thinking. Every word which comes out of his mouth comes directly from deep inside, from his heart. Now he talks with his heart not with his brain. Every lock is open and he feels free. As free as he never felt before. Tessa, you are more than a best friend for me. Something changed in the last month, you are so right. But it did not change into something bad. I feel much deeper for you than I have ever did. I always cared for you, more than I cared for myself. But now, it is different, like you said. I care for you in an even more intense and special way. I think about you almost every moment. I really enjoy the time we spend together. I always did but now, when you are near to me, I will never let you go. I want to hug you, hold you hand and never leave you. I would rather die than never see you again. You always had been important to me, but for a few month, you are everything to me. He looks at her, a little bit scared of her reaction, waiting for her to answer him.