THE UNPREDICTABLE LIFE (Completed) {TRUE STORY}

Umrah trip blessings ♡♡♡

December 2014

So mummy phoned and asked if Zakir can come with us . And they agreed alhumdulillah (all praise due to allah). They said it's the best introspection he could ever have .
We first went Durban to go fetch him . We left few days earlier then the rest of the family . Due to the fact we had to pick up Zakirs passport in Durban and we had to go and fetch him . And we got his Passport. And we spend that few days alone with him. It was amazing to see how my brother changed for the best . On the straight path . He would read 5 time namaaz and always speak islamic talks with us. We were proud of the person he became.

It was time for us to go for our umrah trip . My brother was so lucky to have his 21st birthday in The holiest place in the world and he had the biggest and most amazing present any one could ever ask for he got to kiss the Aswad (black stone) seven times. Who could get that. Allah was happy with him and blessed him with such a beautiful blessing eva!

It is stated that when the stone come down for the very first time it was while like milk but with the sin of men the stone turns black. But Allah knows best.

That was a turning point in all of our lives . It saw us through of what we wanted out of live. And I made my decision on what I want to do after school. And I think it was the best decision I ever made.

Memories like these are priceless and worth keeping for ever. When you see the kabba for the first time ever you cry like a baby and you don't know where those tears are coming from but you cry.

I made soo much duaa for my Wakeel and my Bawa . I nor more cry for them because I had a dream .

Dream

I was in this place with a lot of people surrounding me and I felt a well known present and it was my bawa and he asked me aasifa are you okay and I said yes Bawa I am fine and he asked me this 3 times and all 3 times I said yes bawa I am okay. And when I asked him if he is okay he told me that he is soo happy. So then I asked him but bawa where are we . And he said aasifa we at a place call alimul beqsrek (it's a place where all the people pass away wait till the day of qiyamat) so I looked around and said but Bawa where's Wakeel I want to meet him . So My Bawa said Wakeel he is in Jannah already 😭😭😭 . That was the most amazing feeling I ever got.

And just like that I woke up. After that dream I don't cry for them as I know they both in better places and they reach their destinations that we must still reach. And knowing that they more happier there then on this dunya(world). May Allah grant us Allah jannah ameen .

I always wonder what will it be like if i had Wakeel by us all the time alive. Would it be different would he be himself but i guess all i can do is remain wondering.

May allah grant u jannah Wakeel and Bawa.