Freedom

The talk

"Ashley I'm sorry."I frowned

"I don't need you to fucking apologize to me!!"I snapped I was fully awake

"Ashley calm down."I sighed

"Continue."

"Ashley me and your father John Rocks were only 16 when we met we weren't mated or anything we just fell in love when I got pregnant it was a mistake-"

"Dear god I'm a mistake."I sighed

"Ash!"

"She said when she got pregnant it was a mistake."

"B-"

"Continue."

"You were a mistake but you weren't at the same time"I rolled my eyes "I told my mother about how I got pregnant and she went off nearly killed us both she didn't like me having a child out of wedlock so when I was giving birth to you she killed him then told me I had to give you up if I wanted to continue having shelter and food I decided to give to give you to my brother so I'll be able to still see you and watch you."Hearing that part my tears were falling down my face unconsciously 

"S...Stop."I brought my knees to my chest seeing images of me coming out of my mother. I could see the tears in her eyes as she cradled me.

'I'm your mommy and I love you but I can't take care of you.'Images of me crying as I was put on some uncomfortable arms. I gasped for air coming back to reality.

"Your okay thank god!!"Aaron wrapped her arms around me I sighed

"What happened?"

"I was telling my story when suddenly you were gasping for air saying s...stop Rebecca won't tell me what was happening."

"Flashbacks of when I was born." I sat up on the couch "What else happened?"

"You sure you can listen to the rest of this A-"

"I just want to know the truth."

"When I handed you to Brent you were just a crying mess even when he handed you to Rachel you cried harder when they gave me you again you shut up so you stayed there."I smiled "When you started talking you ran to me and say Momma"I closed my eyes I remember that without the flashback "But my mom came in when you said that ruined the whole moment sending me away I don't know what happened when I was gone but when I came back you were so how do I put it-"

"Dumb"

"No"

"Distant"

"That to but something else"