Falling For The Jerk. [1]

4. Am I?

5:15 p.m.
At Home (waiting for the guys)

I just got finished putting on my outfit. I decided to wear something casual.

I don't need to wear anything fancy. We're just going to go get some food and hang out. What I was wearing is fine.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

That must be the guys! Good because I am starving! I grabbed my phone and closed my door. I quietly walked over to Chu-Chu and kissed her forehead. I opened the door expecting to see all of the guys but I only see Yoongi.

Why is he here? I thought he hated me? Where is everyone else?

He stood there just looking me up and down. I hate when he does that. "C'mon, (Y/N). Jin made me walk you to the restaurant. He said, 'Do it, Yoongi, or you're dead!' Can you believe him?" He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck while looking down. I grabbed my keys and locked the door.

It was quiet for a while. He didn't look at me but I looked at him. I'm not falling for him, am I?

What's going on with me?!

I tripped on a rock and just before I fell, Yoongi caught me. Thank goodness for that! He just held me by my hands and stared at me. I began to blush. Good thing it's getting dark so hopefully, he didn't see that. He let me go and we just kept walking until we got to the restaurant.

When we entered the restaurant, everyone ran over to hug and me and say hi. Jin gave Yoongi a look that was saying 'Good job'. Namjoon sat down but hit his knee on the table.

Klutz. Hehe.

We all sat and ordered lots of Tteokbokki! I sat next to Jungkook. He is so shy, it's adorable! Yoongi occasionally looked at me. And I occasionally looked at him.

(Y/N), snap out of it! Remember you hate Yoongi and he hates you.

Jin ate so much. I've never seen someone eat so much food! Tae and Jimin kept goofing around. They were making funny faces at each other and it made me laugh. I felt Yoongi's eyes on me. Why does he keep looking at me? Jin probably just told him to play nice.

I couldn't stop thinking about when Yoongi held my hands a stared at me for so long. His hands are so soft. And his eyes were so innocent looking.

Oh my god! Do I like Yoongi?! This must explain why I can't stop thinking of him!

I cannot believe I like the rude, obnoxious, and cold-hearted Min Yoongi! I suddenly feel really dizzy. "Guys, I'm gonna go get some air. I'll be right back." They nodded with mouths full of Tteokbokki.

I ran outside and sat on the nearest bench. I held my head in my hands. I still can't believe I like him. Like, this can't be happening. The air was cool. The sky was orange and purple. The sun was setting. I just sat there and stared at the sky.

I sat there like that for 10 minutes. I heard footsteps coming towards me. I looked over to my right and saw none other than Min Yoongi.

Just great. -_-

*Yoongi's POV*

I couldn't help but to keep looking over at (Y/N). I don't know why. I tried to stop looking at her but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. Jimin and Tae were being idiots as usual and making funny faces. (Y/N) laughed at them. Her laugh was so cute.

WHAT. AM. I. SAYING?!!

I just decided to clear my head by eating some more. But then (Y/N) got up and said she needed to get some air. I didn't hear her she was too quiet.

Ten minutes passed and (Y/N) still wasn't back. I was beginning to get worried so I went to look for her. I saw her sitting on a bench and looking up at the sky. "(Y/N), is everything okay?" She looked like something was bothering her. I sat down on the bench next to her and looked down at an ant crawling along the sidewalk.

"Yeah, um, I'm fine, Yoo-Yoongi. You can go back inside." I couldn't just leave her like this. She seemed so lost. I tucked a loose piece of hair behind her ear and she looked the other way. I got up and sat in the direction her head was in. She giggled softly. "You seem like you have a lot on your mind right now. You wanna talk about it?" She shook her head no. I got up and told her we should walk back inside because it's getting cold and dark.

What's on your mind, (Y/N)?

*(Y/N)'s POV*

Yoongi and I walked back inside. Everyone looked so full. There were so many empty bowls of Tteokbokki on the table. "(Y/N)? Are you okay?" Jimin asked me with a very concerned look on his face. I felt dizzy again and my face got pale. I was on the verge of fainting. Jin held out a drink for me to drink. I took a sip of the drink and then laid my head on J-Hope's shoulder. And I slowly fell asleep. That's the last thing I remembered.

7:35 p.m.
Back at home (In my room)

I woke up and checked my phone.

Yoongi-ah >:(

Yoongi: (Y/N)? Are u ok?

Yoongi: I brought you home. You fell asleep and wouldn't wake up. You looked exhausted! So I carried you to your room and your mom thanked me. She's nice, btw. Get some rest and if you're feeling better, I'll see you tomorrow at school. Goodnight <3

(Y/N): Thank you, Yoongi. But she's not my mom. She's my adoptive mom. I just am really tired and have a lot on my mind right now. I enjoyed having Tteokbokki with you and the guys. Tell them I'm okay and I'll see them tomorrow. Goodnight, pabo. <3

I put my phone down on my nightstand and stared at the ceiling.