Reverse Kinda Love

Acting On Feelings

~Week Later ~

~Honey P.O.V.~

I sat in my car and took a deep breath. I rubbed my face as I looked in the mirror,  My face looked puffy my eyes were red and swollen due to all the crying I was doing. I looked at the people who was passing by my car looking at me through my window. I been missing for a week So I know rumors has spreaded. 

I grabbed my bag out my passenger seat and stepped out my car shutting the door and heading for the entrance of the school. I walked through the halls to my locker avoiding eyes contact with anyone. "Honey? " I heard Tristan's voice behind me. "Honey. " He jogged on the side of me. "Honey are you ok-"

"Tristan No. I don't sympathy now because when I needed you,  you weren't there Shay was and your suppose to be my Bestfriend but I guess not. " He started to say something but I honestly didn't want to hear it. "Tristan do us both a favor,  and just leave me alone. " I walked away from shaking my head. 

I opened my locker when Shay walked up to me."You good? " I nodded grabbing stuff out my locker. 

"Yeah. " I spoke softy trying not yo cry. "I'm good. "

"Hey H.K , How you holding up? " Chris came next to me and asked.

"Hey Chris,  I'm Okay. Thanks for asking. " I gave him a forced smile. The bell rung and shut my locker closed. 

"Come on I'll walk you to class. " He put his arm around my shoulder and started walking me to class.

"You don't have too." I told him waving bye to Shay.

"I want to,  You just lost your Dad and practically your Bestfriend you need some.. closure from people." He smiled at me.  I smiled and looked down.

"Thanks Chris,  I really did need someone besides Shay to comfort me and it wasn't who I wanted it to be."

"Tristan, I know already. " I looked at him. "You started back liking him when Bri came in the picture and when you were in a vulnerable time He wasn't there cause you think He was with her messing around with her." Chris is always somebody to talk too.

"I just needed him but He wasn't here. " I shrugged. We made it to the classroom but for some reason I didn't want to go in I just couldn't.

"What's wrong? " Chris asks.

"Let's just hang. " He nodded and we both started back walking

....

"I just feel like everything is getting So hard for me." I shrugged.

"Life is hard. It's just how you handle it,  God doesn't put us through things that we can't handle He puts us through things to make us stronger. Everything happens for a reason H.K just keep your head up and don't let anything knock you down and keep you there. " I looked at Chris. I looked in his eyes and just stared He smiled at me and I slowly leaned in.

I couldn't help myself it was like I was acting on feelings or Vulnerability.