Reverse Kinda Love

Yes or No ?

~Honey P.O.V.~

I felt tears start to fall as i jog away. I dont know what to do anymore Im in love with my bestfriend but he likes a girl he just met a couple weeks ago. Tears were falling uncontrollable right now, i feel like my life is getting harder then ever right now like I as soon as i have ot under control i lose something. I stopped jogging and leaned on the wall with tears falling. the air started to thicken' and my breathing started to hitch up at the second. It was getting harder to breath and I couldnt catch my breath. First i lose my boyfriend then my Dad and now my Damn Boyfriend ! The more  think about it the more it gets harder to breath. I think im having a panic attack.

"You okay Honey ?" I looked up to see D standing over me looking at me concerned.I shook my head No. "Whats wrong?" I put my hands on my knees leaning down.

"I-I-I'm h-h-hav-having a-a- p-panic at-at-attack." I managed to choke out but my breathing isnt getting no better.

"Hol' up." He started rummaging through his backpack for something. "Here." He tried to hand me a asthma pump. i shook my head.

"I-i dont ha-have asthma."

"Just take it Honey, trust me." I took out his hand and and puumped the air and it reached my lungs and my breathing started to slow down a bit. I pumped again and my breathing started to calm down. "You good ?" I nodded and handed him his pump. "My brother use to have panic attacks all the time when my mom died."

"You have asthma ?" He nodded. "I didnt know that." He shrugged.

"Nobody did but Chris, but whats going on for you to started panicking ?" i started to tell him everything that happened. " Damn, well if you want my advice just fall back from everybody until you feel like your life is able to just let people back in again, just chill alright your hurting because you lost your Dad and you feel like you losing your bestfriend over feelings you dont wanna have." i nodded. hes right i do need to fall back from everyone.

"You're right." The bell rung and everyone started to flood the hallways. "Thank you so much D." I gave him a hug.

"No problem i always gotchu , you like my lil sister." he smiled and walked from me. I started to walk to class with everything on my mind.

~Tristan P.O.V.~

I walked in class to see Honey in hger usual seat. I sat in front of her, "Honey ?" She looked at me then back at her phone. "Honey listen, I like you hell i love you as a bestfriend and more. I just didnt want to hurt you Ma, I dont like Bri like that i promise you i dont I like you but i pushed those feelings aside and tried to make some for Bri but Honey cant nobody l take yo place , You my bestfriend and hopefully you'll be my girl." I looked in her eyes the whole time and i dont do that. Her eyes started to feel with tears.

"Tristan-"

"Yes or No." She looked down and started playing with her fingers as tears escaped her eyes. I lifted her chin up making her look at me. "Yes or No ?"

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