it's all so blur inside my head
blue and grey and colors I don't know
dancing with my insecurities
they mock my love
and tell me I'm far too gone
tell me I'm theirs
to paint, to write
they make me wear this red dress
and they weave my hair too tight
and when I'm with you
they sit by me
they keep whispering
of boulevards and storms
of drunken promises that stay
and when you kiss my scars
they laugh so soft
they laugh and they scream
they tell me it's quiet
with no way out
so recite your words again
tell me you'll hold my hand
tell me you'll keep me warm
cause it's been winter far too long
they make it snow in my room
they make it naked and they sing
about cheats and frost
about my wings that bleed
please come when it's all white
light up my house on fire
burn them while they sleep
and take me away
away to the sun
and tell me I will make it
tell me I'll be alright
