Nēvēr Ēnding Løve ~ n.s *ON HOLD*

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Niall's P.O.V

I woke up to an annoying alarm going off. I reach over to my bed side table and hit it off as I slump back into bed still sleepy.
Boy was I looking forward to today. Note the sarcasm.
First day back at school , but hey at least it's my last year. I slide my legs over the bed and stand up quickly. Stumbling over my steps , I make it to the bathroom and brush my teeth. Ugh my horrible teeth.
I trace my fingers over my face, as I look in the mirror.
' ugly '
' faggot '
' crooked '
' loner '
The words came floating back to my head almost instantly. Those were the words I was called on a daily basis after, I decided to come out as gay last year.
The whole school hated me.. And still does. I got bullied almost every single day... And beat up several times that created quite long lasting bruises which were later questioned by my mother. But I brushed it all of, as always, and told her it was football practice.

Summer was my safe haven. I was safe at home. No one could touch me, hit me, scar me, or abuse me, physically and verbally.

But it didn't save me from myself.
Yes, I am a cutter. No, I am not proud of it.

I started cutting after the insults started. They carved their way into my head and somehow... I wasn't myself anymore.
Sorry... I'll stop ranting.. It annoys people.

Oh I shall introduce myself.
I'm Niall. Niall Horan. I'm 18 years old and live in London. My mother and I moved here for my better education but I'm originally from Mullingar. It's 2012... Which means I complete school this year.
Last year, I came out of the closet. Ofcourse my mom was with my throughout my decision, but she never found out I was abused day in and day out.
I wouldn't want to worry her too much.

I change my clothes and come out of the bathroom, going down stairs to eat breakfast.

I enter the kitchen and the first thing that catches my eye is a note on the counter.
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"Niall honey, I've had to run a few errands for work. I've made some breakfast for you on the table. Have a nice first day at school love.
I'll see you in the evening,

Love,
Maura."
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Sighing, I scrunched up the note and proceeded to the table to eat my breakfast. I don't even know why my mom signs her name with her actual name. I'm her son. Not her client.

I eat fast and make my way towards the door. Shutting it on my way out.
I wonder what today will be like. Will anyone remember who I was? Ofcourse not... I'm the kid who has no friends.
I pray silently that I don't get bullied on my way.

I see the school gates near and pick up my pace. Not wanting to be late on the first day.
As I enter the school I see a lot of familiar faces, some of who used to be old friends but didn't talk to me anymore and some of... Who turned on me after I revealed I was gay.

I get a paper of my class list for the week from the front desk and make my way to my first class which is Advanced Calculus.
Yeah I'm a nerd.

(A/N - next scene is when the role names are being called out. I skipped a part because it wasn't all that important. )

"Niall Horan"?

"Present sir!" I yell out. Earning a few snickers and glares from the class... Making me slump even further into my seat.

"Harry Sty-"
The teacher got cut of with a bang , being the door bursting open.
What?

" IM HERE!"

"Aah Mr.Styles... Nice of you to join us." He raises an eyebrow.
"Please, take a seat. There's one next to Mr.Horan over there" he gestures.

This "Harry" turns around and locks eyes with me for the first time. And oh my god.

It can't be.

....

It's him. Harry styles. The biggest bastard in the world. The one I hate. I hate him. I HATE HIM.

He sends me a cheeky grin and winks, as he walks towards me and takes the seat next to mine.
I try not to look at him too much, but he makes it harder than I thought he would.
Soon I feel a pair of lips pressed against my ear...

"Hello again Niall.... We'll be having some fun this year" He purrs into my ear and slumps back into his seat, satisfied with my horrified expression.

Fuck.My.Life.
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UNEDITED

Welllllll first chapters always kinda suck? Don't they?
Don't hate me if it's bad ha.
Thanks for reading :) Mwah