Nēvēr Ēnding Løve ~ n.s *ON HOLD*

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I am so bloody sorry.
Really I can't say how sorry I am for making anyone wait. :/

Here's the next chapter! Enjoy Lovelies.
Listen to this Song for the chapter .. Wild Youth - Daughter

xx Al

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My eyes were puffy and swollen from crying all night at the hospital. Harry had been rushed into emergency surgery because apparently that guy had a very lucky shot. The bullet was very close to Harry's heart and they had to get it out before he lost so much blood. Even though neither of us expected the bullet... I can't help but feel it's all my fault. I wouldv'e taken a bullet for Harry nonetheless, as long as it only means he's safe.

I feel someone sit next to me and I look up. It's Harry's mother. Wiping the salty tears from my cheeks I Engulf her in a bear hug. Our sobs, the only thing echoing through this empty hospital hallway.
"H-how long has h-he been in t-here?" She hiccups.
"Almost 8 hours now" I sigh, looking at the clock on the pale wall opposite our seats.
"The surgery's going to be a long one, the bullet went very close to his heart.... They said he had a 40% chance of making it alive and stable". I say emotionless as she breaks out into another fit of sobs, followed by her light whispers, begging God to keep her son alive.
I never really grew up to be the religious type but I always knew there must have been someone watching over us.... Watching our every move, guiding us through this hell called life.
8 hours ago, I had prayed to God I guess, to keep my Harry safe. 8 hours ago, I had hope.
8 hours later I sit here, slowly losing hope... Preparing myself for the worst.

* later that evening *
"Mr.Horan?" I hear a sincere and calming voice call out.
"Wha- where am i?! Harry!?" I yell out frantically.
"Mr.Horan... It's me, Doctor Evelyn, I've come to inform you about Mr.Styles." She looks down at me.

Agh, my back hurts so bad from falling asleep on this metallic chair. But it's News from Harry so I can bear it.
"What happened?!? Is he awake!? LET ME SEE HIM?" I once more yell out.
"Calm down Mr.Horan and yes he is awake but we only got him put into a stable condition just nearly an hour back. If you want you can see him." She explains calmly.
"Can I see him now??" I try to remain calm but my voice comes out shaky and high pitched. I bet I'm really attractive right now.
"Yes Sir you can see him" she guides me down a long hallway... I hear people coughing from inside each room we pass. This is why I hate hospitals so much... I hate the idea of people being so sick they can barely get up from their beds. The thought of it literally makes the hair on my hands stand up.

"Mr.Horan?" She questions, snapping me out of my gaze. I look up and realise we've halted in front of a room labelled '231'. I immediately straighten up and clear my throat nervously.
She opens the door for me and gestures me in, shortly stopping behind me.
"Now Mr.Horan the sight you are about to see may affect you a lot but please try to stay calm, and I assure you we are trying the best to heal him and he's He is showing some signs of progress." She looks at me with concerned eyes.
I nod slowly and whisper in a weak voice "okay" and step forward.
She turns around to walk away and shuts the door behind her.
Breathing heavily I walk around the corner and feel the tears come back to my face. Hooked up to wires, pale faced and looking lifeless he lay... And I couldn't help but blame it all on myself.
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Well hello.....I'm sorry for making it short... I've been having a lot of stress with exams lately and yeah that's probably not a good enough excuse but oh well.. Sorry.
So this story has almost touched 300 views, I know that's so little compared to some of the other stories out there but I'm really happy okay. It means so much and I know I don't update regularly and I'm a butthole but it means a lot.
Oh and regrading the new book I'm starting! :) it's called The boy who could kill with his eyes and it's based obvious off NARRY. It's coming Jan :) so don't forget to remember hehe-  Oxymoron.

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See you next chapter lovelies,

-Al