Nēvēr Ēnding Løve ~ n.s *ON HOLD*

8.

Suprise Suprise...

Niall's POV -

From the moment I had entered the hospital room, everything had seemed so surreal. They say that there are normally two most important days in your life, and no, it's not the shitty exam you give in your final year of highschool and it's not the the day you get married or have children or lose a best friend. It's the day you are born and the day you find out why and come to think of it.. . it's a pretty mind boggling conspiracy but right now.. I have a feeling I've shot the arrow pretty close to the target. I believe I was born.. to find and fall in the most deepest of love's pit , with no one other than Harry Styles. Pretty cheesy right? Sure, we have had our big fall outs but in the end we always come back to each other... atleast.. this time I hope it's what happens again. If i lose Harry...I may or may not become depressed again and I do not want that to happen.

The hot, angry tears role down my cheeks as I walk over to Harry's bed. His face looked pale and his body had shrunk in size. The tears fell faster and soon a sob had escaped my lips followed by a few more. Sitting down next to his bed, I take his unresponsive, cold hand in mine and rub circles onto it. I bring his tear-covered hand - thanks to me - upto my lips and kiss it slowly.

I was told that people in coma's can normally are able to hear you so maybe he could hear me... talk? I don't know but let's give it a try.

"Harry... Love, it's me Niall.I don't exactly know if you can hear this but if you can I want you to know that I am.. so s-sorry Har" My voice cracks and more tears threaten to spill over while I nervously play with my hands.

"I'm sorry that you had to take a bullet for me. I'm sorry that I ignored you and risked your life with this. I can only hope you wake up with forgiveness Harry, I really hope. I miss you so much... and you are literally the source of my happiness Harry. Please try to fight through this, I know you and I know that you are the strongest person I have ever met. Fight for us.. Please fight from the inside."

I was full on sobbing into his hospital gown when the nurse walked in with a tray full of medication. Given any other scenario, I would have been embarrased to have been found crying but I couldn't have cared less right now.

"Mr.Horan?" I feel a voice beside me ask.

I get up from my bending posture and look up at the nurse... she wore a sympathetic look on her face. " Sir, I'm sorry to have to inform you that the visiting hours are over. You can come back tomorrow at 9am, if you would like." She gestures towards the door.

I nod in agreement and get up from the chair beside my boyfriends bed and slowly brush his hair away from his ear to whisper some words for only him.

"I love you Haz...Stay strong.. I'll be back tomorrow and I'll bring my guitar." I saw softly and kiss his forhead protectively and part from the room.

"See you tomorrow Mr.Horan" S waves and shuts the door infront of her. Leaving me to face an green door with a broken soul.

"Yeah... you too" I whisper and make my way towards the exit doors... staring at the floor as I walk, just to remind myself that he isn't the one who deserves to be on that bed..

I am.

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'You suck Ally.' 'You don't update enough Ally' 'What happened to putting this story on hold Ally'

Yes... I am aware that I am a douche, dont remind me X_X but I just wanted to maybe say something?

So as you all know.. *gestures to you sexy animals* I posted an authors note a few days back and just stating the obvious here.... IT GAINED LIKE ALMOST A HUNDRED READS IN 3 DAYS OKAY WHAT. IDK I SUCK AT COUNTING.*clears throat* but the point is.. I only updated bc I saw the amount of reads it gained in that short amount of time for a story this bad okay. And it made me wonder.... you guys do actually read it but why is it that you don't vote? is it cause... you just read it out of boredom and this story actually sucks ass? I'll delete it then, just tell me. But seriously... I get maybe 5 votes max out 50+ people reading it and it's a bit... disheartening.. Please do vote and comment. I swear to god it makes me feel.... so ... happy. I'm not the best writer but to see even something like a vote... makes me feel warm inside...

So tap dat vote button like its Niall Horan's ass. Uh huh.... now you gun vote ya filthy animals.

Okay so ending on a happy note, I changed the cover! I felt like the old one was a bit.. dull you can say. And ofcourse... ya'll are free to message me if you think something sucks regarding this story!

As always Lovelies,

Ally xx.