Nēvēr Ēnding Løve ~ n.s *ON HOLD*

4.

Niall's P.O.V

Tonight has been amazing. Harry took me to one of my favourite restaurants of course, it's Nando's. And now we're currently laying down on the grass in a park on a hill, gazing up at the stars. Nothing could even be more perfect.

Harry's P.O.V

What a day. Beautiful night with the one I love. I look over to my right and sneak a peek of Niall smiling up to the stars. He's so beautiful. I'm so glad he agreed to come on this date for me, honestly I thought he'd never forgive me for what I did. I ran away from everything and everyone I loved and cared about. I left Niall alone.... For a whole year. How was I so stupid you may ask? ....

Black Mail , my friend.

You see... Ever since Niall and I had started to date 2 years back.... Id get texts. Texts that weren't so... Nice. The message would sometimes threaten to hurt Niall and sometimes threaten to reveal that ... I was gay. The school didn't know that I was really. I was new there. I didn't want to be bullied already. So I kept quiet. Me and Niall had already admitted our feelings for each other but it was only a month that after we started dating that I had began to receive these nasty , hurtful and insulting messages. So naturally As a young kid, I ran away. I ran away from all my problems and hid. I hid from Niall, thinking that I was protecting him, I hid from my family and I hid from my friends. What a mistake that was.

I look over to Niall and scoot closer towards him and take his hand in mine. He looks up at me with his big sparkling blue eyes and I almost melt then and there.

"You're so beautiful " I say to him.

He turns his face from me and looks away. I bring my hand to his face and turn it back.

"Hey you know it's true" I push but still get silence.

"Niall .... You are by far the most beautiful person I have ever met... I love the way your eyes sparkle in the moonlight and your laugh , the way it just lifts up a dull place. Niall your so amazing , I have no clue why you don't see it." I babble.

He turns his head back around fast and looks me in the eye.

"Yeah well if I'm so special to you and you think that great of me why'd you leave in the first place!!" He spits out.

Well I didn't expect that.

"N-niall I can't... Tell you"

No Harry you have to protect him. No matter how much he hates you for it.

"Ofcourse you can't! You can't even tell me of all people!" He gestures to himself.

Oh no Harry save this date NOW!

"Niall! Niall please can we talk about this another time! I don't want this date to be ruined." I frantically speak.

"Yeah whatever Harry... Take me home. This dates over" He gets up and starts to walk towards the car.

What the fudge just happened. He was literally happy and lovey 2 seconds back. I run towards him and open the car door for him.

"Thanks" he murmurs.

"It's okay..."

We get into the car and I start driving.

As we reach Niall's home I start to get more scared. Does he hate me now? Will he ever give me a chance?

I stop the car and he gets out, slamming the door behind him.

I get out of the car and call out to him before he enters the house.

"NIALL WAITH! Please just.... Give me a chance?!?" I yell to him across the

Porch.

"Goodnight Harry!" He yells back and slams his frontI door closed.

Oh fan-fucking-tastic, I just lost Niall. "IM SUCH A SCREW UP!" I yell to no one in particular.

I yell at the top of my lungs to the sky and pull my hair.

Why does this always happen. Maybe the universe doesn't want me to have him. No but I... Love him. Yeah... I Harry styles... Love Niall Horan.

And he doesn't love me back. Well not as much anymore. I broke him.

'So fix him' a voice in my head says.

Okay so I talk to myself now. Great.

I walk over to my car and sit in the drivers seat for what seems like hours, thinking of ways to get my Nialler back. Make him mine again.

He's the only constant in my life anymore. I can't lose him to...

He's my never ending love.

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Okay don't kill me if that was horrible!! I'm shit at updating sooooo.... Actually I'll say this honestly.... Is because I got like 3 votes from someone yesterday and I updated this now because yeah that kinda... Yeah that actually meant a lot.... Even though no one reads these I kinda wanna say thank you to that person. And yeah I'll try and update the next chapter asap. :)

(AMY if you are reading this it's kinda late but I also updated partly cause u said to) heehee

Oh and this chapter ISNT edited. So forgive me if u find errors.

OKAY BYE

AL