Nct imagines 2

Jaehyun- one of these nights

(So I am currently obsessed with red velvets "one of these nights" and I decided to base this chapter off of the song. I LOVE YOU WENDY AND SEULGI!!!!)
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*your p.o.v*

I was watching movies alone on the couch while eating popcorn. I was getting a little full already from the popcorn so I turned off the TV and went upstairs. I head up to my bedroom Were me and jaehyun sleep. Jaehyun has a packed schedule with his group so sometimes I only get to see him about a hour or two everyday. Some days, I don't get to see him at all. I turn on the lamp in my room and flop down on the bed.

I sigh and look up at the white sealing. "One of these nights....." I sigh. I look to my right side to see my phone. Still no text messages from jaehyun? I open up my phone and go to my contacts. I dial jaehyun number and start to text him.

Me: what time are you coming home?
Me: if your coming home early tonight, could we spend time together?
Me: come home safe, okay?

I sigh and shut down my phone. I just imagine the thought of him leaving me. Am I not good enough for him? Is he secretly lying to me? I kept shaking my head and check the time. It was already 11 p.m. 1 more hour until midnight. Maybe I should just stay up until he gets home. I grab my phone and earbuds then head downstairs to make some tea.

I head into the kitchen to grab some hot water and a tea packet. Once the water was warm, I pour it in the cup and add in the tea bag. I mix it in with the spoon and head upstairs into my bedroom again. I sit at the edge of the window as I plug in my earbuds to my phone. I was listening to ballads....and mostly calming music since it was a dark, cloudy night. I drank my tea while I was doing that and kept thinking about jaehyun.

I'll wait for him.....because I want to see him.

*an hour later*

The sky got darker and darker by the minute. I could now see the shining stars in the dark sky. I heard the front door open, and I immediately rush out of my room. I run down the stairs to see a worn out jaehyun. He dropped his jacket and looked at me with a blank expression. "H-hey, jaehyun....How was practice?" I ask. "Tiring" He sighs. I nod my head in response as he sits down on the couch.

I sit down next to him and look at him. I look at his neck. Why was there a bruise on his neck? No....it can't be. He looks back at me and I quickly looked away. He smiles and pinched my cheek. "You should go sleep now. It's already late" I say while going up the stairs. "I will....just give me a minute" he smiles. I smile back and open up the bedroom door. I place my cup on the desk next to the bed and just keep looking at the window.

I kept humming to a song that I kept listening too while I waited for jaehyun. I could hear his conversation from downstairs.

"Yah, Ill go visit you again tomorrow..........why don't we make it longer than before?" I could hear his voice sounding so seductive.

It hurts me just hearing those words from him. I try to hold back my tears....but one slipped away. I could feel his footsteps going up the stairs. I quickly wipe the tear away and face my right side. He turns off the light and lays down next to me. He wasn't back hugging me like any other night.....but instead, he just faced the left side. I quietly sigh and look out the window fully of shining stars to help me fall asleep.

*next day*

I woke up to see jaehyun not next to me. I groan and pull over the sheets that were covering my body. He must be changing already. I head over to the bathroom, but he wasn't there, I check downstairs but he also wasn't there. I head up to my bedroom again and check my phone. Two messages from him.

Jaehyun: we have a big schedule today, babe....but I think I'll be home a hour late
Jaehyun: Love you

I didn't reply back but all I could do was just.....cry. Telling me he has a big schedule.....all fake. Telling me he loves me.....all fake. I throw my phone on the bed and start to shed my tears in the pillow. I bet he's just gonna meet up with that woman again...and it'll be longer than before.

*nighttime*

It was currently 11:30 p.m....and I knew he wasn't coming home early like any other night. I was sitting at the edge of the window like I do every day and just looked at the two stars that stuck out the most. They were close to each other....and each shined brightly. Day and night....I just wanted to be with jaehyun. Now....he actually doesn't seem to care about me anymore. The song I've been listening to recently.....I decided to sing it out since nobody was here.....so that gave me a chance.

I only woke from a dream...that sad star is so far away again~

Goodbye, I bid farewell awkwardly~~
The way back home is too far~

In the same time~
Just for a minute~
In the same space~
Stay for a minute~

Everything in that short moment~~~

The moment that stopped for you and me~~

Why did I not realize it was a miracle?~~

I stopped that day with the age old moment~~~
I'm grieving our relationship longer than the time we loved each other~~....

Far away past the galaxy~~~
I'm crossing our white memories~~....

I stopped singing when I turned around and saw jaehyun in front of me. "Jae-" he cut me off. He held both of my hands and looked at me with watery eyes. "I'm sorry.....this was my fault. I only want to love you! Please, don't leave. I really do love you" he held onto my hands, tightly. "Jaehyun.....let me ask you one question" I say. "Ask anything" he starts to cry.

"Why did you do it...." I whisper. "I....I....I wasn't spending much time with you and I missed you so I thought I could get you off my mind. I'm sorry" he kept apologizing. "Stop apologizing. I was worried sick that you'd actually leave me. You don't know how many nights I've wanted you to come home. You don't know how many nights I wanted for us to be on the couch together and watch movies......

You don't know how much I missed you the past nights...." I let a tear come out. "Well....this night is the night, okay? You don't have to miss me anymore, because I'm right here..." he cups my face with his hands. "Y-you won't l-leave me, r-right?" I say in between sobs. "You know....I'll never leave you again, my love. It was my mistake." He looks at me in the eyes. I couldn't help but hug him real tight.

"I don't know why I've been like this....but all I can think about is you" he smiles. "Stay longer.....if you can....." I smile back.