notes || jaenoren (norenmin)

six

Daiyu strutted back to her room, hearing Renjun's door slam close right before she cackled and closed her own, turning her back on the door into her bright and prettily decorated room. Really, the bright pink was so refreshing after spending any length of time in her loser-of-a-brother's room. Her mother had actually forbidden him to decorate his room too much, for fear of people thinking he was weird, but it's not like he had any personality to base his room off anyway. 

Thinking of Renjun, she remembered the note hidden stealthily between the folds of her jumper.

It's not like I stole it or anything. I'm his sister. Anyway, it fell right down next to my fucking foot, so I only picked it up and kept it because I'm curious. Anyway, let's see what the bitch was looking at that made him so happy. 

Plopping herself down next to her countless stuffed animals, she took the note out of her bejewelled jumper and read one side. She scoffed. Then she read the other. She felt like vomiting. Then she read them again. And again. And by the end of that, she was smiling victoriously. These couldn't be misinterpreted. 

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jeno, is rennie wearing new glasses today?? he looks fucking adorable???

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no jae u dumbass he had those last tuesday believe me I know I was staring at him all class. wait u were too how did u not notice-

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She could hear her brother knocking things over in panic and shuffling around quickly next door. They were right. He was one of them. Who would have thought?

Wait till Ma sees this. 

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He was so completely, utterly fucked. This was it. This was the end. 

Daiyu had taken one of his treasured notes, that's the only thing that could have happened, the only possible conclusion anyone could have come to in his situation. And if she had, she would know, she would know he was gay, she would even know that he was polyamorous, and then she would tell their mother when she came home from her "friend's" house, and then she would know too, and it would be all over. 

What would happen to him?

And how did Renjun know that they would reject him? That they were homophobic? They could accept him right? There is always the slight chance that they would accept him as who is? They might accept that they couldn't change who he was no matter how hard they tried, right? No, they wouldn't, they won't, thought Renjun. Why? Well, why had Renjun's mother divorced his father?

Renjun's father had been pansexual. 

Yes, only Renjun's father. His sister's father, his mother's boyfriend, had left the moment he had discovered that his girlfriend was pregnant with a child. Renjun knew no more of that dilemma, as his mother had never explained it properly to him, she had never bothered to. 

He knew of his father, however, he knew very well what had happened. His parents had been married for 9 years. Happily married for 9 years and it took a single coming out and subsequent argument to tear them apart. He had seen it happen too. He remembered that night so vividly.