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"Where's your crush?"

"He's not here today."

"That's odd. He rarely misses any classes."

"Hmm."

"You seem deep in thought."

"Just give me some time, alone."

"Okay."

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She sat by the bench that overlooks the green park filled with people being cheerful and made her feel.. out of place. Usually she is always included in any group, but now, she realized.

Do people like me for my personality or my popularity?

She is someone that people admire her from afar and wish to be close to her. But she's here, sitting at the bench, and nobody bats an eye at her. It's necessary not a bad thing; it's this feeling of being used.

For your popularity.

Do people only seem to care about someone's appearance than their personality? She thought to herself as a small crowd approached her with egotistic pride.

"Hey pretty girl, wanna hang out later?"

She shook her head no as the stubborn comments was thrown at her.

"Come on, it won't hurt to come with us. We'll show you some good times."

"Yah, are you on your period? No wonder you are stubborn today."

I want Namjoon to swoop in and save me from these shits. But this is real life and you are an independent woman, so just 'politely' decline.

"Sorry, I'm busy today." She said in a cold tone as she got up, brushing off any dead leaves off her skirt. She exited away from them before commenting for the last time, flipping her hair in a sassy way; a tactic she learned to stop anyone dead in their tracks.

"Maybe be respectful to others, so you can catch attention you are desperate for."