Yoongi's Secret Sister || Jungkook FF||

Chapter Six

(Edited)

I walk up to Jungkook and hug him and said

"You look like a cute bunny you know that?" I let go and he nodded

"Also why does everyone get happy when you say you can trust us?" Namjoon asked

"I'll tell you guys at lunch so the girls and I will just sit with you guys." They nodded and we all went to our seats and act as nothing happened. As the class went by I couldn't concentrate, all I feel is my pain and numbness. The class was over and I and the girls go to the singing class. Are teacher told the person to sing and she called me. I told her the song so she can play it.

When I finished singing I had a tear that escaped my eye. I quickly wiped it and went back to my seat.

"Thank you Y/N I could really feel the emotions that you portrayed in the song." I nodded my head and a few more tears leave my eyes. I knew I shouldn't have sung that song but that is how I feel right now. I feel so broken. I was never the same after he left and probably never will. I still remember the day I almost ended it but didn't since there was someone stopping me. I couldn't take being in the room so I stood up and walk into the hallway to sit on the floor and cry. I couldn't hold it in I need someone right now. I text Yoongi to come out here. The door opened and he sat next to me and hugged me tightly.

"I feel broken Yoongi. I feel pain and sadness those words did something to me. I'm scared right now, what do I do?" I look at him and he said

"Right now all we can do is help you get in a better mood and make you feel happy again."

"But what if im never happy again? You don't know if ill get better. Hell, it took me 10 years to get me to where I am now. How do we know?" I asked and continued crying on his shoulder while he hugged me. I know he didn't have an answer that's why he stayed quiet. I cry for a few more minutes and finally decide to speak, "Did I ever tell you why I was depressed in the first place?" He shook his head and I continued. "I became depressed because dad use to.....to.... beat me and he raped me a few times."

"How did we not see you hurt?"

"Remember the days I didn't come out of my room and only dad could come in." He nodded and I continued, "Those were the days I was healing from him hurting me." He hugged me tight and cried hard. After 10 minutes, I finally stopped crying so we went back into the classroom and sat down. The girls and boys were looking at us and we just ignored it and stayed quiet for the rest of class.

Lunchtime because I'm still lazy

It was lunch so the girls and I sat with the guys. It was quiet until someone spoke.

"Ok, so what happened in singing class that made you leave for 15 minutes?" I look up and looked at the person who spoke, which was Hoseok.

"You don't need to know right now. Let's just say the song I sang took me into a dark time into my past that I just wanna forget." They all nodded and I continued to space out, "Oh also your question from 1st period, why do people get happy when I say I trust you guys. That is because I have never trusted a man in my life after my father left our family. I told myself that I would never trust any boy in my life besides Yoongi unless I could find someone who went through similar things I did. That is where Jungkook comes into play I could tell what he went through, and also you guys were too loud when you come over. I could hear most of your conversations with each other. Let me say I wish I was deaf right now." They all looked at me shocked and embarrassed.