Unexpected Feelings

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Malia

As we searched through the ghost town, I felt the tension between Lydia and I. That kissed really had changed our friendship, maybe it had never been a friendship for Lydia and I but never really noticed. I needed to talk to her, I knew I couldn't focus if we didn't talk about our current situation.

" Scott, how about we split up, you go ahead and search through those houses and in like 30 minutes we'll meet back up in the middle," I suggested.

Scott agreed and ran towards the house at the edge of the town.

" Lydia wait, I need to talk to you," I said before she could walk away from me.

" What do you want, we need to find clues before it's too late," she sassed.

Before she could say anything else, pulled her into the house next to us, Scott couldn't know about our issues, we had greater things to worry about.

" I'm sorry, but we need to talk, I can't get it out of my head," I cleared.

" So, you brought me in here just to reject me once again?" she questioned.

" Well, not exactly, I just don't know how to feel," I answered.

" How do you feel?" Lydia asked.

" Confused." I confessed. " I just never thought you felt this way for me, most of the time I was jealous since Stiles loves you, but now I don't feel jealous," I explained.

Lydia smirked.

This was all very shocking to myself, I kept day after day thinking about stiles, waiting for him to finally show that he loves me just as much as I loved him. At times I wondered if the fact that we forgot Stiles had caused me to finally let go of the idea that he would love me in the way that I desired.

"So, tell me how do you really feel, and don't lie to me," Lydia started.

I knew there was no turning back, after this conversation things would either get better between us or more awkward.

" Ever since the break up, I just felt miserable, waiting for Stiles to love me the same way I loved him, when he went missing I even felt this gap in my heart. I was missing someone I love, it took a toll on me but what I realized was that even though I love him, I'm not in love with him." I explained.

Lydia seems so confused by what I was saying.

" What are you trying to say?" Lydia questioned.

"Maybe I love Stiles, but I'm not in love with him anymore. I was so wrapped up with my feelings towards him, that I didn't even notice how my feelings for another special person in my life began to build up." I admitted.

I was so nervous, I hoped she knew who I was talking about.

Silence filled the space between us, I was waiting for a response, but never got one. Instead, Lydia walked out into the street.

I had just poured out my feelings, just to be left there hanging. I wasn't angry but I was frustrated.

I stayed in the middle of the room, I wanted a couple of minutes by myself, I needed to get my mind straight, needed to focus on what was the reason of the visit to this ghost town.

I walked back into the street, there I saw Lydia, yet no Scott.

"Scott!," I screamed wanting him to come over as quick as possible.

Things were worse with Lydia and I couldn't stand the silence between us.

Scott came running.

"Did you guys find anything?" Scott questioned.

" No, nothing," Lydia chimed in.

" Did you?" I asked him.

" No,  but we should look through into the other houses, and this time together." Scott said.

The three of us walked towards as blue house, the moment we stepped onto the house I felt a heavy force upon my shoulders.

I wasn't sure exactly what it was but I was sure it was something supernatural.

We soon were to find out.

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